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Its dark. Cant tell if its night. Been dark for so long. Day and night seem to blend. Sleep and waking. Everything charred. Everything smoking and covered in ash. Ash in my eyes. Hard to keep them open. So dry, my eyes. Only thing that helps is to cry. So Ive been crying. Crying and crying out for her, for anyone. Can anyone hear me? Is anyone out here with me? Sister?! Volf!?

Im sorry. Im so so so sorry. Can you hear me? I said Im sorry.

I'm sorry. I didnt mean it to end up like this. I didnt know. I'd take it back if I could.

I should never have left her. I should never have left her alone. All alone.

Its so dark. Feeling around like a blind man. Only light is from dying embers. They seem like bright flares compared to this darkness. And they are warm. Seems selfish to feel cold but I do. Cold. Blind. Ash dry. Cant cry anymore. Tears all dried up.

I'm so sorry. On my knees. I didnt know. I had no idea. And now its so dark, its like we never existed. Waiting for the dawn.

Waiting for our new dawn. Please please please. Let me not be the only one left. Please please.

Crawling. Pain, my head. Why won't this work, I'll keep hitting. Ow my head, I need to hit harder, I need to join my sister! I won't be left alone! Where did the color go?

Waking up.

Who am I? Where is Leeloo, who...Lala. No, i'm not Lala, i'm leeloo right? No no, I'm Lala. Where is Volf? Where is my sister? Why is am I sitting in ashes?

A fire?

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