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I remember when life was a struggle
It ain't all roses now but back then it was double
I remember when
When I ain't have no pot
When you piss on the floor you stay pissed of a lot
I remember when I was searchin for answers
In the house of a dealer in the arms of a dancer
I remember when I thought I was finished
You been down this road then give me a witness

When you walk on your own and you ain't got crystal
The future yu sees at the end of a pistol
Lookin for clues that end up in wronge places
So many troubles and so many faces
Got blood on my hands from some crocked decisions
Blood on my heart from some painful divisions
Askin myself if I would take it all back
No I wouldn't this is my path

I remember when I left you there cryin
You was down on the floor and looked like you was dyin
I remember when I seen you out drinkin
Surrounded by dudes it felt like I was sinkin
I remember when I pulled the foe-five
The safey was on and so you still alive
I remember when I was in holding stressin
But lucky as hell cause they ain't find the weapon

So now that I'm grown and I'm thinkin bout s**t
Bout the life that I lived and the things I did
All the ones that are hurt
The ones who where there
All the people that ******** my and made me aware
You got to be strong to stand on your own
You goin to do some wright and you goin do some wrong
but when its all over just lay there and laugh
You're dyin alone but you stayed on the pat