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My boyfriend broke up with me on Tuesday, January 17th. On monday, january 21st, he asked out another girl. It just so happened that he was cheating on me with that girl for over a week, and he lies and denies it, but I have very reliable sources. stare stare stressed

To top it all off, the girl he was cheating with, was supposed to be my friend!!!! scream stressed scream How worse can it get???

Of course, all my friends now hate him, and he accuses me of setting everybody against him - but how could people not hate what he did?!? Not just to me, but in general!! AHHHHHHH!!!! I've been ranting for a long time, but I think I'm over it... I hope I am.

It just goes to show, that you think you know a person, but you really don't.

hands touch... eyes meet.
Sudden silence... sudden heat.
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl.
He could be that boy..
but I'm not that girl.

Don't dream, too far.
Don't loose sight of who you are.
Don't remember that rush of joy.
He could be that boy.
But I'm not that girl.

Every so often we long to steal.
To the land of "what-might-have-been"
but that doesn't soften the ache we feel
when reality sets back in...

blithe smile... lithe limb.
She who's winsome.. she wins him.
Gold hair with a gentle curl..
that's the girl he chose.
And heaven knows.
I'm not that girl.

Don't wish.
Don't start.
Wishing only wounds the heart.
I wasn't born for the rose and pearl.

There's a girl I know...
he loves her so.

I'm not that girl...


Martin, Mandie... I hope you're proud of what you did.