WOOT TIME!!
Okay so I've been cutting lately and all like that and then my aunt went and read all my ym's with a friend and then told my mom that I was on drugs (How she got "When I cut myself it helps releave the pain" to "I'm smoking pot" I'll never know...) And then my mom told my sister to talk to me and the told my daddy (In 15 min. sweatdrop ) Anyway the woot part of this story? My mom is off her lazy a** and is getting me help and I haven't cut for a grand total of...*counts days* 15 days! I'm so freaking proud of myself because I haven't tryed to swollow anything eaither! Nope no O.D.ing or cuting! Though it's hard and the temptaion is always there, like whin I handle compasses in math or am around neadles or thumb tacks, whats really hard is not to just go into my cornor with my little box and just start again.
I just hope I have the streghth to keep going and not go back to pretending to be happy and then when no ones looking try and kill myself in the slowest passable manner.
Anyway thanks for listening to my little ramble!
Lady_Darkness003 · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 01:03am · 4 Comments |