i bearly know you and yet i feel like and idiot whenever i talk to you and just want to die I can't believe you have such an emotional toll on me when i bearly know you who would have thought i would fall for someone like you you've dug an invisible hole inside me with out even meaning to but now i feel empty and this hole doesn't seem to fill and it hurts to see you to think of you and yet thats the very thing i catch myself doing not in a crazy fangirl kind of way but you seem to be every where and its bugging me and since your every where the hole i try to conceal gets deeper and deeper and sooner or later I'm going to have it go right through me damn it man even to hear your name gets me and by the way i hate your name its way to common and it driving me insane i see it ******** every where s**t man what the ******** did you do to me i hate you no i hate myself what did i expect of you anyway what do you have to offer? how can you be so special and take a piece of me when the nearest and dearest can't take it so easily you know what people say about you they your trash, a man whore , a freak , a stalker , your possessives , a suicidal risk. don't get me wrong i don't give a s**t about what people say but like you ain't like the omg guy at school if that makes sense well i guess it doesn't but yeah any way i never thought i would be like those girls who are all over a guy who doesn't seem or tries to even recognize their existence how pathetic is that??!?!?!?!?!!? so now i feel like an idiot and want to die all because of some guy i bearly know. i hope your happy
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