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The thought of you and me
Together
As happy as can be
Together
Is all but a dream
Together

You don't acknowledge my existence
I can't stand this resistance
I feel dead, in your head
And I know it is consistent

This poem is the only way
To keep my feelings locked away
Within my soul, my only control
I'm not sure if it's going to be okay

I wish I could feel your touch
Seeing your eyes fill with lust
Stroking my chest, you know the rest
Knowing it won't happen crumbles my heart to dust

Should I tell you how I feel?
Or will that scared scare you away?
God, please tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

I'm scared of what the reaction
My body at full contraction
You're either gay, or you'll push me away
I can't describe this crazy passion

I can't stand not having you
Your body, your soul, and what you do
I long for your heart, this crying soon will start
I need to tell you "I love you"

It's clear as day
I need you to stay
And let these feelings melt away
But this is what I have to pay:

My life needs to die
For loving such a magnificent guy