You see my face, you see my tears? This pain isn't new, it's been here for years You think that it was him, that's right its never you. That's right you think it's my fault you do what you do It's your abuse, anger, and oppression You caused me to go into my depression It's not my starting the fight It's the pain you inflict keeping me up at night The words you say the bruises you leave The things you break with one angry heave It's just something you do when you're mad That doesn't mean the pain isn't as bad The wounds and scars are still the same It doesn't matter how intentional the maim Those wounds you think will heal But it doesn't change the way I feel I still will feel it and I still will cry Anticipating the moment I die I’m just waiting to get away from you It seems there's only one thing to do I have to just end it all I can't handle one more maul Cuts help only a little bit But I can't live any longer, I quit! With all the pain you've been giving I've already ceased to be living With all that you've done I've already been dead and gone So even though I'm taking the knife And I'm ending my life My spirit died when it was crushed by you All I'm doing is making it widespread That thanks to you I have already been dead So let it be heard, so let it be known You ended my life I didn't do it on my own
ok this is like my first peom that i've ever posted so if you could please please could you tell me your thoughts or feelings on it, it would really help! thanks so much!
Bitchy and Blonde · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 04:28am · 4 Comments |