March 11, 2006. Around midnight, my grandpa past away. This is something that I thought would never happen. I was up late on the computer. The phone rang, and I thought, 'Why is the phone ringing this late at night?' So when I went to answer it, my dad already had. As soon as I relized who called, my aunt, I relized then what had happened. Not only that, but my heart had reopened healed wounds, only this time, the pain was much worse. It hurt so much, I cried. It felt as if my heart would bleed. I had seen my grandfather alive for the last time on the night of March 9, 2006. Even then, I cried. It hurt so much, it hurt to see him there in the retirement home bed. But as I am sad, I am happy all at the same time. My beloved grandfather is now in a better place, as my dad said, 'He graduated from life'. This is true. This was my dad's dad. I just wish I was as strong as my dad, but it will be all it will. I loved him dearly, but he will always be in my heart. And no matter how many times in my sleep i said I loved him, and told him in front of him, I just wish I could have told him 'I love you' .......... one more time.
KamaMaraoru · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 10:47am · 1 Comments |