November 15
hey
Greetings
hows everything?
Good. How about you?
ok i guess
That's good.
i miss you
Ha, it's really hard to stay mad at you for long
oh?
Nevermind
so, youve moved on?
Kinda.
You?
not sure
it still hurts
What hurts?
giving you up
I thought you'd already started o ask other girls out by now
not really
Shocker
?
hah you like to joke around with women all the time
so much for hard to stay mad...
Well I had to say I focus hard to stay mad at you for that reason I tought it would be easier for me to forget
but
I had someone say to me: Rocky, you know he's not that type of person
who said that?
haha me
btw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wh-0uDS7474
lol like the song thought I could show it to you it's by Radu ^^;
i miss you
Do you really?
yes
I really wish to go back in time
so do i
It's too late to say you love me it's too late to say you need me can't you see my soul is crying how could I ever forgive you
idk why but lyrics made me thought of you.
i understan
d
Um
Look forward to the positive future!!!
im trying but idk whats out there atm
if i ever ask you out again, id understand if you said no
Well depends on what period of time because I can't be pissed for long
I still love you tha's for one thing.
i still love you too
so if all relationships fail for you you'd ask me out again? lol
i guess if they fail for both of us
psh fail for me?
for one thing when my family found out about you they were like "You know you should go back to Ryan, he's been asking about you." haha no If Dan and I didn't work out why would I go back to him?
btw
you kow brendon playing the sax?
really?
nice
Yeah he's gonna play at disney world
he asked me for advice too
but if our relationships fail, will you date me again?
why not lol
I was such an god damn idiot
I told brendon "What you think you're good? Don't be arrogant because sax players tend to think they are all that"
I forgot that JIM was RIGHT behind me
lol nice
he goes "there's a different with college students and professionals" and bopped me with a plastic cup
wow...
yeah lol
really people need to stop asking "hey how are you feeling now" kinda stuff it's getting annoying
hey im asking you
well you are dan lol
btw
I love your profile pic
it doesn't look like much of an a*****e and it looks pro
thank you
omg
mona mona lisa
mona mona mona lisa
lol ok I'll stop ^^;
wow...
>.< I like the damn song!!
wish we could still be together
random lol
I love you dan
i love you too
you gotta admit
I was an idiot
no youwerent
I mean seriously how could I not even notice you were really flirting with other women
jalitza
sangtip
laura
i wasnt flirting with jalitza
Jalitza says you were taking it too far
Sangtip told me about the messages
Of course that's why you asked for a threesome and you wanted to "Experience with with people"
ok so youre not an idiot
im an a*****e
Cesar was like "You should have kept dan's password a little longer.." but I hate the soft spot
look
at least I didn't trash youe facebook
I know you're not much of an a*****e
you thought too much with your PINGAS!!!
i did
same with Hassan
its a powerful thing
I don't think Hassan's an a*****e he's just stubborn guy
...
a strong stubborn guy he always try to get his ways lol
...
I just want an explanation
please
of
why did you do this
I thought reuben situation was worst
please
i did this because i did want to see what was out there
you could have at least told me
hell you cheated more than I did.
I would have let that happen
and if you didnt find out at all, you wouldnt have gotten hurt
it couldve just been done and forgotten
you were never going to tell me about it
at least I told you about Hassan and Reuben even if it was too late
but whatever
I guess I deserve better ^^;
you do deserve better than me
but im so glad i had you for as long as i did
Hassan said the only reason why he sent you that message was because he doesn't want me hurt anymore.
He's not being much of an a**
well it's not necassary with the middle finger though lol
he is an a**
and you aren't? lol
ok so i am too
btw
Mr Brez was shocked
LOL
yeah, figured
he's like "well dan's in college in all I understand"
He saw Hassan and I hugging and he almost fell over.
well you two arent dating now are you?
How the hell can I freak date someone else now dan?
I don't even know if I could have the love experience again because I lways get the god damn fake promises
I don't want to fall for this again
im sorry
That's why I'm being tough and joining the army
youre not joining the army
lol I know.... some people ACTUALLY thought I was serious
well anyways
It's gonna take time for me to go out with someone else
but you men suck right after the relationship status changed idiots asked
?
men asked
who again?
just people idk lol Jeremy at lunch was like "WHY ARE GUS KEEP GIVING YOU STUFF!?!?!?!?!"
lmfao
*guys
wow
However
I kept Hassan's gift from the history club trip
well... lol gifts
hm
it was a cute necklace and a keychain bear
ah
can you really see me joining the army?
no
the guns taller than you
>.<
meanie!!!
lol
rock your body here wittth meeeee
um.....youre mad at me
lol it's a song
oh
I'm mad I'm looking back at gaia
oh?
sorry if internet is slow
I kinda am uploading something
what?
a video on youtube
send a link when its done?
no it's a gay song for you ^^;
...?
well it's the rock your body here with me song
oh...
yeah ^^;
This is not my video but I thought it was funny
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDWcmXXqcAo&feature=sub
i DID cry
with don't we all watching the video?
?
smile
Alright I need to get off now
so have a goodnight galavanting and such
i love you
I still love you too much professional heartbreaker
maybe we could, someday not too far off
haha Arsenium moment
..
maybe someday
annie?
lol
...
I'm kidding Dan
lol
goodnight
do you think maybe someday?
yoou will always be my absolute boyfriend
my zettai kareshi
meri jaan
you'll forever be my love
even though barn hates you even more ^^;
?
she wanted to know what happened.. lol but it's gonna take 5 months to tell my father
...
Jim walked away when she saw barn's pissed face lol
maybe we'll be back together within 5 months
are you THAT scared of my father?
lmfao
not anymore
just hopeful we'll betogether again
It's not gonna be the same you know
i know
meaning family wise
i dont care about your family's opinion of me anymore
if we're back together, im there for you and you alone
sj's reactiion was funny
he comes in my backdoor with a bat and asked she do ou live and I was like "He's in his grandmother's house FAR from here" and he walked out
...
you know he wouldn't
i know
and jim wouldn't really kick your a**
did he say he was gonna?
he's like "aw man... want me to kick his a**?" "NO!" "I know I don't think I would"
look, like i said
you don't care anymore
if we're ever together again
itll solely be for us
haha let's see if I can trust you again
wouldnt blame you if you didnt
well give me a reason
hmmm no reason then?
gotcha
one for you to take me back
?
trust you
harasser of women
i deserve that
and i guess theres no reason to trust me
you know
I might take it too far for saying this but maybe I should have let Hassan kiss me
i deserved that
those multiple attempts
I wish I have cheated on you
...
Ok not really
I can never see me like that
i wish you did too
I didn't
I can never lower myself like that
i know
I freakin loved you all smiley and happy
you friends didn;t tell me s**t
i know
you don't know
weve passed this
you don't know anything
im an assholw
a*****e
look
if you want to g out with laura go ******** ahead
go ask another girl to kiss you
go flirt and harass my friends
but i dont want to do any of that
you did
i ******** up big time
im an a*****e
kill me
sometimes I wish I could
i deserve it
no no it's ok
I expect someone who's got a good talent gets all arrogant
because after all
I don't deserve respect after 2 years of ******** you
......
*2 ******** years with you
oh
...
ok I screwed up
*bangs head8
yeah
you said yes to me
your biggest mistake obviously
you made it a mistake
but whatever
I'm sure you'll be a great success in the future with your music career right?
right?
i dont care about it anymore
just ******** kill me
stab me in the ******** neck and kill me
i dont deserve to be alive right now
******** KILL ME
um I can't because I'm far from you
2nd I don't want a criminal record
3 how could I ever kill you?
why not?
just one good shot
take it
i killed you on the inside, now kill me
i never deserved you in the first place
i knew id do this someday
since when?
before we started
i knew i wouldnt be strong
and you ******** asked me out?
and you said yes
and we fell in love
but i was weak
i still am
I want you so bad Dan
I'm still in love with you I want to just be with you but I can't help thinking about you harassing my friends
November 16
when nikki spilled it I kept saying it wasn't true
I didn't know if Cesar would lie too...
obviously I didn't much trust ben nd george
just give me one ******** reason to be with you again
because we're still in love
but obviously you didn't want me anymore
i didnt want to hurt you anymore
obviously uou went to laura
what you got yellow fevor or something?
*fever
you know what? just stop it
im still in love with you
i always will be
take it or leave it
i know we cant get back together right now
but i hope we can eventually
if not
it was incredible while it lasted
why laura though?
i always had a crush on her
...
i see then
just forget it
forget what?
if you want her then you should have told me
I DONT ******** WANT ANYTHING ANYMORE!!!
I don't even know what I want anymore
i want to be back with you
but i cant
how could I ever forgive you dan?
12:22am
i dont know
I want you back but I'm afraid
as am i
I really have to log off I'm supposed to meet someone early
who?
Hassan
then afterward school some lady for a college tour
you can relax now
I love you so much dan
are you gonna date hassan?
like I said
I can't date afterwards what I learn
i love you tii
too
never forget that
12:32am
goodnight
goodnight
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