Mood : Manic depressive
I've been having more and more problems with my father lately. I just can't seem to keep him happy, no matter what I try to do. I really don't want to get him angry at me, I don't want anyone mad at me, but least of all the last member of my family who will deal with me.
I'd appreciate any sudgestions on not getting on parent's bad sides, really. It's exhausting, walking on pins and needles with everyone I talk to for worry that they'll judge me and get mad. I'm tired of doing my best in every way, working and struggling. And yet I don't change my behaviour, because, if I do, I just know that no one will want me anymore. I need to be useful.
No one wants a useless child, after all.
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