I've been feeling quite up-and-down lately with my life. Many good things, and many bad things, have happened. But I'm starting to fall into a mostly content category. I'm not sure why, but for the first time, I'm starting to really feel like a woman. Not a 'hormonal-teenager-with-stupid-problems-and-too-many-opinions' - but a woman. I'm beginning to see the beauty in myself. I have goals, real goals, to achieve now, and it feels great. I'm working towards loosing weight for my wedding. My goal? Fifty pounds lost by the time I go wedding dress shopping. I know I can do it with support from my loving fiance and friends. I'm starting to dress nicely [for the most part; Everyone has their lazy/I-don't-feel-good days], and I care about how my hair looks. I faced a root canal all by myself [******** scary!] and I'm tackling planning a wedding!
I feel somewhat empowered. Proud of myself. I've discovered planning a wedding is not easy. AT. ALL. It's a lot of work, lots of money budgeting and penny-pinching, and stress. But I'm slowly starting to see the details fall into place, and I'm so proud of what's been accomplished so far! My man is great - he's so involved, and he's happy to be! My dad is giving me money this weekend for a new pair of jeans [since I have two pairs of pants... Ugh.] and my baby and I are going up to my hometown to do some wedding shopping with our hard-saved money. We're also going to be checking out a couple flower shops for better price quotes [1500 for ******** flowers? Four bouquets, four boutonnieres, four long-stemmed roses and a head table piece? ******** that!!]. I'm so excited!
TickleMeBreathless · Wed Feb 22, 2012 @ 07:03am · 0 Comments |