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Today was the same as always. Argh. I have this dull ache somewhere, and I don't know what the hell it is, or how to get rid of it. It's like looking for some crappy thing you need, and you go to everystore, but noone has it, so you have to order it online, then it takes weeks to get to you. x.x

I don't feel like typing. I'm just gonna get the poem over with.

The dull ache somewhere behind
your fading green eyes
your messy hair,
your flaws,
the ache that never ceases,
like the etheral winds miles from the the uneasy oceans.

Like the last energy of some forgotten fire burning
under glowing embers
in winter
in snow,
the wind
so soft,
whispers what you've lost...

Cowardly and shaken you step to the front
of the line
exeution style firing squad
sun glints off their guns,
militia heart beats,
under a sheet
hiding from noises
you've imagined all your life.

Aching behind your heart,
cardiac emotions
beating
beneath bruised costals,
I breathe in the icy air
and admit my wrongs.

Another poem! biggrin

I'd rather see a thousand
nights alone
in hell,
be plagued.
diseased
addicted to you,
as I am now,
then to forget your existance,
your cruel ways...

My heart beats,
and every silent
pounding againest the wall,
bloody prints
drip down the linoleum,
curved ivory
drenched in hopelessness,
anticipating the next fix,
unable to find it.

Wishing aloud
in your sleep
everyone knows
that the addictions gone to deep...

When flowers breath their last breath
saying your name
into the skys
so they know that
you existed,
I know now
I'm trapped in the essence
the very fire of hell,
the breathe of the heavens,
tearing me in two.

Pillowtalk
alone,
eyes closed tightly
to attempt,
to imagine you there,
everything admits
they saw you emerge
from the nymphs very bosom,
the beautiful world
that is lost to us.

Another. xD I have a lot to say.

Eternally yours,
you forgot all about me,
you forgot that my heart beats
just like yours
I need to breathe...

You never realized
how much I gave up,
how much I cried....

You said goodbye
you looked so dissapointed
I wish I could have changed the way things
were,
changed them so today
we could still
see the same star...

I'll be there
waiting
a little despretely
for someone to love me
my injured heart
my scars you can claim,
my dreams that I blame...

Why must all these things
be so confusing
like a maze
with no way out
only walls
and no doors,
locked windows
bars laid beneath
grasping hands.

Your cruel to me,
how you say that
you could see
other people
while I grasp
despretely onto
your sleeve
and cry...

How unhuman can one be
to watch another fall?
the longest fall
that anyone
could imagine,
from bliss
and happiness
to this dull
pain that
embraces me now.

Dull pain that loves me,
unlike anyone else.
You are
My pain.

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