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Hey, haven't really posted in the journals in a long while heh.
Sorry about that, my last one got a lot of comments and I thank people for that. ^-^

I wanted to come up with another, but it's always the first that is always the best, so this one I'm just trying out.

Nothing of a big event, but it's the small things that count, right?

Right? ^-^;;;

My listener

Being silent and shy
Never gave me my true form

My silence has slowly began to die,
But I still feel I'm not norm

So I sit here listening to their words,
Their hopes and dreams,
Their pains and whines,

Daring to give advice and comfort
Still arguing in my mind (for what and what not to say)
Thankful that they trust me so much.

I wait for my chance to speak,
Waiting for my turn to let my words come out,
Only I'm afraid that they won't allow it.

Though...
Everything is so different when I look at you.
Feeling freedom flow within me that I had not known,
Hope and determination burns,
I can actually speak to you without you wanting me to end,
Letting all my thoughts drain out
Letting you here my story that begs to be lost in words.
They wont bother me anymore,
Not when I speak to you.

I feel free,
I can say these words,
Let loose some dragging pain,
Becoming relieved and comforted,
Like a small child that looks up to someone,
Knowing I can just look at you and you know what I'm thinking.

I may still listen to all them,
Their hopes and dreams,
Their pains and whines.
Be their listener.

But with you,
I know,
There is another person in me,
That speaks to you
And allows you to be...

My comfort,
My freedom,
My release,
My...
My listener.

My listener.

Yeah, so anyway, I first tried on the first four sentences aiming for rhyming, but I couldn't really make it that far. Not that well done, but I thought of it for a while now and needed to get it typed out.
What's happening here is that Koji (Yeah, I'm using my username, hah!) has usually listened to most people and hearing their stories and such, and he has found that there is someone for him to speak out to. So basically, he was a listener for so long that he is grateful to have a listener of his own.
Thanks for reading. ^-^
Laters!

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