So today I invested in this new-fangled idea on gaia. Or rather, it's an old thread, but I just discovered it, so it's new to me. It's basically a gaia bank, where you can deposit money, collect interest by letting it sit, and thereby gain gold as you please! It can be withdrawed at any time, and your account can be cancelled, but it assists greatly those like me who lack the willpower to withstain large sums of gold for prolonged periods of time. My one true goal right now is to achieve enough funds for the custom Shaoilin Wolf idea I've had in mind for the past 2ish or so months now. I'm not even a third of the way there, or so much as a HALF OF that one third. So as you can see, this new 'bank account' I've created means a lot to me. Drop me a line by responding to this post if you want the link to the thread. XD
-Le sigh- And now, it's time, for the first ever, Emu soap opera. And on today's episode, it's 'battle of the feelings'. I'm extremely hesitant to post this here, but I suppose it's a great way of venting these emotions. I'm basically crushing on someone. But lack the emotional stability to tell him everything. >.> Dreams have been haunting my nights and horrid situations my days. It's basically off-and-on controlling me. It'll hit strong, last for a while, then die down a bit and allow me to continue normally. When it hits strong I just really feel like going into an ultra state of blah-ness and telling everyone to ******** off and leave me alone and such. But I digress. The only way I can cure anything is to let time heal it. Hopefully the tried and true way of 'waiting it out' will actually work, and I will gain my mental stability once more.
Oh, and if you haven't noticed, I'VE CHANGED MY AVATAR TO BECOME A MALE! XDDD Yes. I think he's damn sexy, don't you? (; No but okay yeah really. I just wanted a change, and thought this would be an excellent one. I do really like this outfit, though. It seems that the males have better clothes than the females, for the most part. Well, some of the items are better. What it lacks in quantity, it makes up for in quality. The items certainly seem less static and plain. There's also more shorts options, pants options, etc... And come on, who doesn't LOVE this red shirt jacket thing I have on?! Jesus christ, it's damn fine.
And these shoes! Oh, don't get me STARTED on these shoes! X3 -Sigh of happiness- This avatar makes me happy. I'll keep it for a while, but then you watch me change my mind in a week or two from now. Or possibly less. XD I find myself going after new avatars constantly. LUCKILY, though, I managed NOT to have to sell anything this time around, and so I have but only GAINED from this experience. Not lost. -Nodnod- THAT, my friends, is how you work it. >3Okay, so I've covered gaia life, and what's going on inside of me. Blah blah yadda yadda you know the drill. But I sure as hell must warn you this now: THAT'S ALL I'LL BE ABLE TO COVER! My -real- life isn't all that great or full of extravagant stories to tell. As a matter of fact, I have no real life. Just a constant bickering with my mother, sad sop stories of my friendlessness and horrid experience filled past, and rants and raves and tears of hoping for a better future. And come on, face it. YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR THAT NOW, DO YOU. Mhm. I thought so. The most interesting story you'll get out of me is how I went out for ice cream, or went to a new movie, orrr...went to the mall to browse around (and THAT is even rare). Or stories of how I had a hurt insertbodyparthere because of medical issues, etc etc. So instead of covering all that in future boring tales, I'll leave you with the short-ended version right thurr. So from now on, you're only gonna hear my gaia life. =D Even though, I know most of you, if not all of you, won't even bother to read half of it, or care, but that's okay. <3
