heart I miss him so much! heart He is in Oklahoma right now..and I hate it! I havent seen him since the last day of school..and its killing me...He doesnt call very often..but I expect that..since he has long distnace to worry about. But every time he calls..i really soak his voice in..since I only have picture to see him by. Well..he said that he is coming back some time in July, so naturally I cannot wait until then. Well..all I can do is wait..I guess that good things about this summer so far is seeing pretty everyone from school except Trevor and Stephen. Hopefully we can make some more get together plans..so maybe I can see Stephen soon. Other than that..this summer has been kinda bad. I mean..Whenever I am depressed..I will cry at night and i will listen to music..a lot..but im tired of crying and Im getting tired of the music. There are not many people I can confide too thoguh during this whole ordeal..but only him can fix this whole this. So when he comes back..hopefully everything will be better when we see each other again. So..as for the daily news..Im just going shopping today..and thats pretty much it.As for relashtionships..Antonio and Amidy are broken...UFN...i dont know if that will last, but I have confidence in Antonio!! Ryan met someone at one of his friend's parties..so thats good for him. That is pretty much it. But Im sure that Jonathan misses Coombs since she is in North Carolina. Well..im bored as hell..so i might write some complete nonsense later. see ya laters haters.. heart I LOVE TREVOR! heart
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