I just..don't know anymore.
Prolly leaving Gaia..for another while. I might be severing contact with a lot of people. I just can't handle it.
..Karate promotion's hell, as usual. I love Karate, but I hate promotion, and our current..only sensei's doing his best to make this hell on earth for me.
..this comes..in addition to something my parents had been promising me all year suddenly becomming a "no", and being turned down.
And thanks to this ******** one-month long promotion, I can't go anywhere, or do anything. My art is stagnating. Life as I know it is currently worthless.
Normally, I'd just blow off some steam roleplaying. But, no. No. Apparently, I'm not allowed to do THAT anymore, either, without being bitched at.
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