87cba1d2165a0272f6337d595b0d9e74 This is my gaia hacker reporting thing, because some smart-a** person decided to come in and steal my precious 90's gloves, AND 2000 gold!!! His name was G force93 and I hope he's flipping happy and proud of himself for pissing me off at 1:00 in the morning!!!
Other than that lovely piece of information, I am absolutely 100% in love with a guy that is waaaay too far from my reach...He IS my John Bender, my dream...He infests my every thought...I have lost hours of sleep thinking of how life could be with him...Thinking of how wonderful he would treat me and how he would always be there to make me laugh and hug me and make me feel loved...But he is too good for me...Too awesome, too perfect, too wild and crazy and fun...I would never stand a chance...He would never lose sleep over me as I have for him...Ever since I first met him...Got to sit next to him on that ride, and laugh with him and see his beautiful ice blue eyes that pierce me like a dagger! I lingered on every word he spoke to me, every glance...And when I met him again it was like magic. I didn't even know his name! He put his arm around me, hugged me with a real hug instead of just one of those half-assed hugs, you know? A real, big full-body hug that you just want to melt in...And he talked to me, let me get to know him, let me hang out with him...He even made sure I remembered his MySpace URL just so we could stay in touch...He even held on to me when I got to jump on him and hug him for the first time...He is all I have been able to think about for the past month or more...I have remembered his face, his voice, the way he walks, the way he laughs, the way he sings, and I could never forget his eyes that will forever pierce right through me in my memory even when he isn't around...But I am sure that he loves his girlfriend very much, and would never take a second glance at someone like me...He must have only been "being nice" when he showed me such a fun time at the one carnival...How dare he make me feel like I actually had a chance with a guy as fantastic and amazing as him! I would bow down to him if he asked me to...But no, a stupid girl like me is far undeserving of such a perfect entity...I can only continue to dream of him obsessing over me as I do for him...
 DragonFeathers · Thu Aug 24, 2006 @ 06:33am · 0 Comments |
