Dear Jackass,
Ah! We're so close now! I feel like I'm just going to throw up from sheer nerves of going into my Junior year. I have completely ******** up my freshman and sophmore years and I really need mostly straight A's this year in order to get into one of my choice colleges. Otherwise it's post-graduation year for me. Extra classes and such before I can try again! I'll be what they refer to in Japan as a "Ronin" these days. No!!! I don't want to be a masterless samurai.
Haha! Okay! Got away from the bitchniess and turned emo for a second. Well, back onto ranting about what pisses me off about how I'm starting off my school year. I'll do a top ten! The things I'll miss and what I screwed up!
10 – I’ll have to rush two books in before school (summer reading) 9 – I didn’t get to make the site I wanted to 8 – I was supposed to write a story. 7 – I didn’t buy…anything. I spent my summer with all my same s**t. 6 – My hair cut probably won’t happen. 5 – No new school clothes. Everyone keeps forgetting to take me shopping. 4 – No B-day party 3 – I didn’t get any studying done over vacation. 2 – Because of work I got zero time with my friends 1 – It’s school man!
Basically, this summer was a waste. Since this one only had a little less than a month of being "the summer of my sixteenth birthday" thing, I'll forgive it. Next summer better be a hell of a lot better. Still, it's a bit depressing that I let my summer slip by so easily.
Ah and also add "Little to no exercise" in the top five somewhere. God I hate this...I have no time to do all of this before school too.
Tomorrow I guess I'll do what I'm looking forward to though. Optomism is good.
- Mitsuko
MitsukoYume · Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 04:39am · 0 Comments |