Ah. I finally update this. I'm normally used to Live Journal, but this entry pertains to my lovely Gaia friends.
Anyway. I guess life is tough sometimes. I came up with a new motto for this school year. Something I have been trying to live by and it seems to be working. "Live everyday to the best of your ability. To make it fun and to help reach you goals. Do what you want to do and don't let anyone else convince you otherwise (unless it's a really stupid idea like trying to kill the president or something, then listen to your friends)." A long motto, I know. Taken from bits and pieces of what other people have said over many years. But I guess they were right. School has started and I've never been happier. This year I'm paying attention in class and getting good grades, I'm more focused and time flys by fatser. My boyfriend and I are getting along fine and dandy. We have our rough times where I over react a little, but we work it out. It all comes with the territory of being in a relationship.
I think judging people is a bad move. Get to know them before you go off and accuse them of being an a** hole or a stuck up snob. Some people can really suprise you. I learned that again this year and it helps alot when it comes to making new friends. I'm not in a clique. Not all of my friends like anime. Some of them don't know what anime is, or some of them think it's stupid. But who cares. It's what you like and what you think. Not the decision of your "clique".
Lately I've been having some problems with a few friends of mine. Some of them are going through rough times right now. And I understand that they don't want to talk about it. They can work it out on their own. Some of my friends tell me all of their problems and act like their problem is the biggest problem ever. Then they tell me about it and I think it's basically a load of crap. But. I listen. I give a suggestion, and it's up to them whether to take my advice.
So, I guess this really isn't an entry where I'm talking to you about my life and all the small details. I guess I'm just trying to give you a little insight into the depths of my heart and mind. Get to know the real cuddly and loveable Aki-chan. What she thinks and how she feels.
If you want detailed updates about my life and what not. Ask. I don't mind. But I guess this entry is just to show myself, and my friends, how much I've matured over the past two years I've been on Gaia. I guess this shows all of you how much not only my friends at school, but my friends here... my true friends here... have changed my life.
There is no such things as a "In Real Life" unless you're roleplaying. Right now. We're in real life. The relationships you have online. Those are real life relationships. You have real life friends on Gaia. Not just online friends. You're friends at school talk to you online too sometimes too, don't they? So this is for anyone who thinks the way I do, or who feels like everyone is leaving them. You have friends here. They may not live close. But they're real. They live, breathe, think. They can come visit you. They're not Original Characters. But they are Original.
So just think like I do for a moment. And realize how wonderful everything truely is. Just think.
I bid you farewell.
-Autumn.
- A k i - Community Member 
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