so there is a huge fire grazing qat the wildlife around the city i live in. big woop, its not like its ognna reach me, and frankly i dont give a s**t it gets to me or not. i already inhald enough ash and smoke to do me a good years worth of smking, and i cant wake up. i swallowed a huge iece of ash that was about an inch thick, and i think im pretty messed up right now... this is probqably the last thing i need. besides everyone is runnign around as if it is the first time its ever happened... people are being evacuated from their homes, but i dont really care right now. why? why dont i care about other people's homes and lives right now. sure i went through a dramatic breakup about 2 weeks ago, but i dont think thats why. I just cant find it in my cold dark heart to even thnk of anyone but myself. why? can someone answer that? Anyone? Why!?
Jay Blood · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 02:59am · 3 Comments |