Oh my gawd. I stayed home today because I didn't feel like going in school because I have been so tired lately. I haven't been sleeping and Pfft, even the Flinstone Vitams don't help. ;~; I'm beenr eally stressed. There is so much s**t going on with my family and all. Excuse the mad useage of the "F" word, but man oh man. ******** that s**t! Okay, my mom is getting nastier and nastier by the mintue. All she does is drink and play on the ******** computer and eat. And she wonders why she is so fat. =/ She always puts me down and sometimes I think i'm that low as she makes me! She is so hard on me and she hates me! She thinks I hate her because I give her an attitude. She says I'm immature. Pffft! I'm like that ******** mother. I take care of my little brother and make sure he is good and basically I help out around the help and my grandma and mom swears I don't which is complete BULLSHIT! I take out the trash and recycle, sometimes do wash and dishes, and I clean every week. They just don't think thats not enough, but when I try to do something, they always don't want me to. So that's on them. I can't even joke with her anymore it's to that point. We are supposed to get new carept, but she blows money like it's nothing and then we have no ******** food in the house! That's why I like ******** lost weight is because I can't eat. I'm just too depressed and then we are going to wind up on the street. I have been through so much and all my ******** mom cares about is my a*****e ******** DAD who is in a wheel chair! She won't divorse him because she loves him. I guess that ******** b***h missing getting hit around. rolleyes She doesn't care about me and Shawn, all she wants is my dad. Sh doesn't think about what we want. We want a dad. Like a step dad would be nice, but no. Well, we really can't affordto divorse him, but I think if she put money aside she could. Like all the money she spends on beer she could have. Geeze wiz. I get played tug-a-war with and I hate it. I just want to get out of here. So much stress and I don't get to go anywhere or have any fun because she works to jobs. ;~; I wish that my grandma was my mom because she is alot nicer and I love her to death. Im just dreading the day she dies because thats the day when I get pyshico and be a mess a HUGE MESS. Well, I feel better that I talked about it, but I only wish it would get better. Well on my day from school I have to clean. o__<*
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