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This has been a long time coming. Let's just say that I've noticed a steady, and irreversible change occuring through out Gaia...and a noticable change in myself. There are many reasons that I'm choosing to do this, and none are more important than any of the others.
I'm more than likely leaving Gaia in the next few weeks. There is just too many bad memories, too many people that can't understand the difference between real life and RP. I also don't have the time to commit to this anymore. Between a job, taking care of my family now, and looking out for my child on the way, there just isn't enough time in the day for me to spend here. To all of my friends that actually read my journal, feel free to respond. I'm not certain when I'll leave, but I know I eventually will. I'm aware that there have been good times, and bad, that there are more friends here than enemies, so don't tell me. This was inevitable from the start. We eventually just have to move on, have to grow up from our childhood fantasies. There are a lot of things I'll have to think about, a lot of things for me to do before I'm gone. I still have a guild, and an inventory full of items that both mean everything and nothing to me. I can't keep trudging on in the pathways of the distant past.
To everyone that I'm currently IN an Rp with, my apologies. I didn't forsee this comeing when I started each particular role-play. Life has a way of sneaking up on you and beating you over the head with this little thing called reality. It sucks, but you can't always hide from it forever. I have enough in my life that I try to hide from, and I can't waste my time and energy devoted to something like this.
My good friends Here on Gaia. I know this might come as a bit of a shock to you. I've been here much longer than I ever thought I would be, but that in itself is part of the problem. If you're still interested in communicating with me, write me a PM asking for my email addresses and I'll be glad to supply them to you. My instant messager accounts are still active, however I'll have to work out some details before I'm able to use them again. Have faith and give me time.
FOr all you other's out there, those of you that either despise me or have yet to meet me: remeber that we are all but dust in the wind. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust.
May the road you travel be kind to you and your journeys, and may Fate and Chance smile upon you.
The Fallen, The Forgotten, HDA
Heavens Darkest Angel · Tue Dec 26, 2006 @ 05:41am · 4 Comments |
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