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I'm so happy for Kayla. She finally get to see her mother, and younger brother. I'd like to call her, but I don't wanna bug her. I'll get the 411 when she gets back. I wish Jay would answer me one question. But she wont, and I know it. She's got some drawings out of me. I've drawn her, happily, and willingly, like, four pictures. SHe's not drawn me one. I've yet to see the day when I don't have to ask someone to draw me a picture. YOu know? I mean.. Here I draw a lot of people pictures, and yes, I'm a nice person, so I draw what peope ask me to, but I also draw people pictures that don't ask for some.. and right now, I ask Jay for pictures. and she never draws me any. I know that I've gotten more picture out of her then anyone else... of my knowledge... but still. It's not enough! I love so far away... and we both have connections, it's just she never tries to reach out to me. I always have to extend my arm.
My friend Winry was supposed to come over today. She was gunna come, and sleep over. We were gunna catch up with eachother because she's been busy with other people. So... we made a date for her to come over |tonight| and she said she'd call me, and we'd make it final. Well... she never called me, and I called her a bunch of times, and she never answered, so she blew me off. Now I'm upset. I was gunna invite Aru... but it was already like, 7:30 or 8 pm, and neither of our parents wanted to rive at that point. It was getting to late. So I'm left here... just alone, another night without a friend sleeping over. I really on't even remember the last time I had someone over. Oh. I remember. It was when Winry, and Aru came over together. But it's never the same with 3 people then 2 persons, because with 2, just you and your friend, you can talk about absolutlly anything, and no one will feel left out, because no one else is there. But with three people, someone might get left out, and then what. They're just left out, and there's a gap now.
You know? I really was looking foreward to this night with WInry, because whenever she gets a minute to talk to me, we totally have the same opinion in everything, and we end up talking for like, five minutes straight. And if that was at my house, that five minutes could turn to hours... and we could draw, and watch anime, and chill. Because school is stressfull, no doubt about that, it's just... so many changes, we could never talk about anything.
I remember the first day I met Winry... it was on my brithday! ANd we had pictures taken, so we stood next to eachother, because we shared a bunch of thoughts right away. I said I liked her outfit, because it was my two favorite colors. They were hers also. And she said that she liked my shirt, because it was InuYasha, and she loves InuYasha. So we made a connection. Not to mention that secretly we have the same name... ^^ Well, I really don't know. I really wanted to just chill with her. Maybe jump in the freezing pool again, and get sick. It's supposed to be freezing rain on Monday night... meaning that maybe we wont have school on Tuesday if it's icy enough. That would be good. Then maybe she could come over then. Maybe Aru. That'd be nice. I miss only having to drive not even 5 minutes to get to my best firends' houses. it was so nice back in New York. Oh well, it's over now, and I'm sad. Well... that's my feelings right now. Chos.
Eddii · Mon Jan 15, 2007 @ 05:06am · 2 Comments |
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