Yeeaahh. xp I am -not- good at keeping this Journal t'ing-a-ma-bob updated, lately, so. . . Anyway. A lot has happened, in the last week or so. sweatdrop Some good, but most bad. Well! I'll start at the beginning of the weekend.
Saturday:. . .Or was it Friday. I think it was Friday. Er. . .
Friday!: Well, started out as a pretty normal day of school. Went there, got knowlage forcefully crammed into our heads, hung out, and left. After a while, Me, Mah best friend James, His Crush Amanda, and Rachel, to go see "Epic Movie" at the Roxy. whee Well! The movie, was very good, hilarious, even. And after the movie is when the first big thing happened! James and Amanda got together. Boyfriend and Girlfriend. Then we all went home. 3nodding I was feeling a bit depressed, despite the movie, and was congradulating James, then getting some advice about my own relationship (From James, for some, odd, odd reason.). Then I went to bed, I guess, very thoughtful about everything.
Saturday: Again, started out a pretty normal day, as far as I remember. Was on my Comp for a while, and. . . Well, then Rachel comes over Yahoo, seemingly randomly, with an IM, saying she wanted to break up. . . talk2hand Urk. I can tell you thism uch, that didn't improve my Depressed mood in the least. -.- I was very confused, but I guess I understood what she was saying. . . That didn't make it any easier for me. . . Moped through the rest of the day.
Sunday+Monday+Tuesday+Wedsday: Skipping these days. Not much happened. I moped. Was depressed. But for some reason, I took a keen interest in my Art Project, these days. I guess it turned out as one of my darker pieces, because of the mood. . . And my phone feels alone, now.
Thursday: Today, I think I had a much better mood, starting the day off. Finally, the first day of hanging out with my friends since I broke up with Rachel. Thought it would definately take my mind off of things. And it did. After school (Half day, got out at 12, for Registration), Me, James, Misa, And James' sister Kim, set out! We went to a nice Chinese Buffet, in a town not to far away, and ate a nice lunch (And, now that I think back on it, that fortune cookie was pretty true. >.> wink . Kim can eat a lot, for being like, half my height. O.o" Anyway! After this, we went and hung out at the mall. (Still can't believe they shut SunCoast down. -.-" wink After we were done there, (The only person who actually bought something was James. >.> A gift for Amanda, of course!. . .Wait. Did Kim buy anything? Can't seem to remember. . . ) Well, we were going to the Park by the riverside, to walk on the river ice, because it was the thickest it's been all year, I think. (Stupid us, eh?) In the car, Misa was trying to warm her hands. . . Well. I've known Misa since pretty close to the beginning of the year. . .And I was almost sure she liked me, and, (I really hate to admit this, but near the end of my relationship with Rachel, when it was really shakey, I liked her back. Please forgive me, Rachel! >.<""" wink I liked her back, a lot, so. . . I took her hand in mine, to warm it. . . Well. . .Partly to warm it, anyway. Partly (Maybe mostly?) because . . .Well, because I wanted to hold her hand. sweatdrop Anyway! We got to the park, and wandered around, messing with the ice, generally being idiots. ^.^ It was a whole lot of fun. After a while (With much more frozen-ness. . . And some more hand-warming.) We all headed home. Ahh. For once in a long time, I was really happy! . . . Later that night, though. Was on my computer, (Gaia'ing, I think? Can't remember.) I get a call on my, Cell, from Rachel. . . She was saying how she thought breaking up was a big mistake for her, and she was just not feeling well at the time. . . I, being my normal, stupid self, was stunned. >.<" I was confused as hell, and couldn't find the right words to say, at that moment .So I just was awkwardly silent, like an idiot. Gah. So. . . Anyway. . . I explained the situation to James and Misa, who both, gave me really good advice about everything (Thanks, sweatdrop . I really owe you both one!) So. . . I went to bed feeling bad, confused, angry at myself, and very close to crying. (Thank you Misa, for that promise, and thank you Smokey, for being so cute and pettable, and helping to calm me down.)
Friday Again!: Got up. Normal School Day. >.<" Even through all that, my friends were still beside me, which made me a bit more cheerful. Everything was still allright between James and Amanda (Kind of long story, and confusing.) I didn't see Rachel much. . . Misa helped cheer me up, though. After I got home, and back on the comp. . . Well, a lot of things happened, and it'd pro'lly be hard to explain. But none-the-less, with a little urging, I wrote a decently long letter to Rachel, explaining everything that was going on, everything that I couldn't manage to say over the phone, and everything that I think I did wrong. And, asked for forgiveness. Which! Very thankfully for me, she gave to me, and said she was glad I sent that to her. ^.^" Later. (Or was it eariler? Err. . . Damn. Damn you memory, and your forgetfulness) Me and Misa made it official that we were dating. redface biggrin whee Yaaayyyy! This day right here, was one of the best I've had in a looonnnnggg time. Went to bed Very Happy that I was with Misa, very relieved that Rachel had forgiven me, and very anxious, for the next day!
Aaannnyyyway, that's pretty much all I have to say about these completely insane days. For anyone who actually took the time to read this! You must be very interested, or very bored. My guess is the latter. Anyway. Thank you reguardless for reading all of this! And, GoodBaaaiiii! Red-Arrow, Awwaaayyyy! *Flys offi nto the sunset.*
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