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I try not to dwell on the past nor futre, I just preoccupy myself with what is happening now. domokun

I really like this entry. Pff. And you say I'm I good writer. >p!

They do oddly. But I guess other then two very vauge options, happiness and misery. But then with the feeling of this speeding time frame. Who knows? I believe these terms could take forever to meet. But then again, they can pass in seconds. Lately, I've taken to wondering almost something like that. Feeling time limited in things you so want to accomplish is dreadful yes. I guess all we have left to do is wait and see what fate brings us. Its so unwritten and unpredictible its hard to reply to this so far. God, I hope I'm making a point. Thanks alot dream wrecker. Ah, just toying. That is true. Our imagination wields us to believe the almost impossible. But it can be possible. But how far will you go? How much motivation do you have? Do you even have a chance even when the time seems right? Sometimes all we have left is strong delerium. Hoping in a good way. Then just before we sleep we think of what good we may get the next but it just remains the same and the process is started all over again till something seems changed for the better. Organized and complete? I think they would have it worse if I'm on to the right track. If they are organized and complete then they plan things, not dream them. So when things go wrong they break down. They go mad. And they blame themselves for that problem in which they cannot control in the first place. They usually don't feel like starting over. It sometimes isn't their nature to do so. We on the other hand, if our dream is not fufilled one day, we always have the next to hope for. I never thought of it that way. Now you got me thinking it. (Like everything else you say) I alway thought of heartache as a balance. Its either completely bad or real good. But when in between your just...just.. broken. At this time your actually thinking about the situation not doing anything just planning. But when put into motion the balance tips again. I don't know. I just pray that something big happens to everyone in need of help. So they don't have to lead a life alone. But yeah us being God's children and all. You wonder why he did such a thing. It could be that at one time things were once great. We never hear before our creation. All we get started with is there are opposite sides. But I was told when your baptized your washed of sin. Wouldn't Lucifer had been the same? Just like us? With a chance? Maybe something did happen. And they were just labled the way they were.

XD... They said my entry was to long.

Well if it ends with "way they were" I'm happy. Thats the whole thing.

Slinger -- That's what I strive to do too, but I'm the type of person always focused on the future and what the choices I make today will do to my future.

Gabe -- You've got to be kidding me, I wanted you to read this, but I sincerely don't believe it holds a candle to your writing. You have greatness in your future if you push toward it. Don't let your location hold you down, and don't think that where you live is nowhere either. Great things happen in small places. I have some examples of this in mind but the names have slipped my memory at the moment, I'll pm you with them when they get back from lunch.

Jayden -- Good points all, I'll be sure to keep those questions in mind as I continue to ponder where my path leads. I guess it's just frustrating seeing this cycle repeat itself so many times, and now that I finally see a light at the end of the journey my own mind keeps trying to extinguish it, but even my mind has yet to quench it. Normally I'd have given in to it by now so that must mean something. Bah, I'm making no sense now so I'll shut up.

You make scence. If you didn't think you did you wouln't have put it up in the first place. I mean if I've come up with the biggest post I've made in years, you are making scence. Took me forever to type it, I'm happy you actually took time reading it. I see what you mean. I could come up with another extensive paragraph. But I won't. Because I see all the other replies to this entry and I feel I'm overdoing it already.

I've always been optimistic about life. I believe that I can do anything I want, as long as I put in a real effort. That's the only problem for me; I have trouble motivating myself. If I didn't have that problem, I don't think there's a thing I wouldn't be able to achieve. I might be over-estimating myself there, but I'm not the only one who seems to think that I would be able to do great things if I put my mind to it. I would have been in all the top classes and recieveing top marks in them, had I only put forth some effort.

About the inspiration part: for me, it's definitly the former. I need to work on changing that, though.

I have a query with the final word in your post, though: I think it's Me, and then Us. Oh yeah, I'm a total mould breaker. cool (Just because I feel like being a narcissistic a*****e. 3nodding )

I think any of us can achieve what we put our minds to, but like you said if it lacks motivation then we accomplish nothing. I find that lack of motivation a constant marker in my life. Maybe if I put more value on things and less emphasis on the negative I could get more motivated, but until I get over this slump I'm in it'll be hard pressed.

You are of course His most beautiful creation... take that biggrin You can't make me mad even if you try Cap'n wink heart but you did misspell mold xd blaugh

I'll be helping you get over this little slump of yours, I hope. Well, if you need help, that is.

I didn't realise. gonk Well, even with the misspelling, I'd be pretty damn effective. You know, at breaking mould. Mr Muscle, look out. cool