Id just like to thank those who have stuck by me through everything. This recent fight with Shadow was pretty bad. Oh course, now, I'm a b***h to him because what he said did in fact, hurt. And it hurt alot. He was being highly irrational and I didn't expect such childish behavior. Some day maybe he can re read the things he said and be like oh s**t, what was I thinking, but until he takes the mask off his face and sees the damage hes done, nothing will ever be the same. I don't think at all that he realizes my age, what did he really want from me? Obviously someone 16 doesn't want to start a life... let alone get really married yet. In my opinion, he should be more understanding. Despite what people(certain ex friends) said about, I thought he was very attractive and I honestly did very much like him. Yes, I did say that I didn't like bald people, but anyone should get it that if I already liked the true them, nothing would be able to change that. After I found out the reason, it was a different story. You know, Shadow started texting me saying good morning and things... and I liked it very much. The texts were full of pick my up stuff to make my day better.. but I guess all that was lies. Since you know, he did have someone else. Boys always have someone else. Even if the other is in the back of their mind... there always will be someone. Anyways, Shadow, you lied about alot... which you said you'd never do. Yes, I did lie about some things, but after reviewing everything over the past few days, you lied a heck of alot more.
You can trust me on this, I am sorry things turned out this way. My conclusion: Gaia is no place for romance, and it is most certainly only a game.
Joo
Angelic She-Devil · Thu Mar 08, 2007 @ 01:23pm · 1 Comments |