Yeah, yeah. I'm deeply in it, too. surprised Just another love story? Hell... But school's almost out. My boyfriend happens to be a senior in high school. I'm a freshman. Get the picture? cry He's leaving my school, and I hope to whoever's up there that our wonderful relationship doesn't end. We've been together since November 14, 2004. gonk I love him to death and I wish he didn't have to go.. But he says we'll stay together. Do I trust him to be faithful...? Do I trust myself to be faithful...? cry I don't know. I feel like things are all coming to an end.. I loved this year of school. I loved marching band, I loved him being drum major and always there.. I loved him being God. I loved seeing him in Honors Band class every day.. I loved getting to know him against all odds (because it really was chance- Think about it, a freshman and a senior?!). cry All in short, I love him. There you go, present tense. Things won't be the same next year. I won't walk home with him after school. I won't see him in the halls or in class. I won't see him up on the podiums conducting band after school. I'm going to die, oh my gosh... cry gonk Well, if you read through all this, congratulations. ;_;
[Silhouette] · Wed Mar 16, 2005 @ 08:04pm · 1 Comments |