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(This is a copy+paste from my livejournal)
So, today Ian and I broke up. It is a little disheartening, but to be honest, I am not as sad as I thought I would be. I was with a lot of friends tonight so I had a chance to talk it through with all of them. And I realised that I think Ian and I would be better as friends anyways. Perhaps, I felt that the spark was gone too, but I was denying it. Sure, this is going to be a little awkward. But I am hoping that Ian and I can just move past this and consider it a blip in our friendship. I care for him, but I think that we will be better as friends. And if, for some unforseen reason, we were meant to be together, then it will happen. But right now I just want to be friends with him.

Ian, I want you to know that I am not mad at you in anyway. Nor do I harbour any feelings of resentment. I want us to move on with our friendship. I know this may be a little awkward at first, but I think we can do it. Because we are both people who can deal with that kind of stuff. You have been there for me and I hope that you felt that I have been there for you and that shouldn't change. You have been my best friend first and foremost. Don't feel bad because you said how you feel. I think that that was the most open you have been to me and I admire you for that. And oddly enough, I feel that our friendship has gotten stronger because of this, not the other. I hope that you feel the same way as I do, even just a little.

That is all I have to say. It's just another day in the life of Sheri and I will make it through this! Why? Because I am strong and I have been through a lot of s**t. I can do it, I know I can.