homgg.
i'm at a sugar high right now.
so i'm typing
and messing up.
a lot
xDD
CAN YOU TELL?? biggrin D
nuu?
you can't.
awww.
too bad.
ahahahaa.
-crazed maniac laughter-
ahem.
AHAHAHA.
okay.
i'm done.
or not.
AHAHAHAA.
>>;;;
Dude. I need to calm down.
HOMG.
IT'S A GOOD SIGN.
MY LITERACY HAS COME BACK.
I'M ALMOST AT CALMNESS NOW!! :O
Lmao.xD
Okay.
I'm done.
Whao.
That energy high lasted not-so-very long. xD
Teehee.
X project due this week.
And then I get to go to New York. :]
But my grandpa died. So i'm like. Half-emo. >>
Wahh.
This is prolly the first death that really impacted my life.
I mean. Seriously.
My mom's going back to China tomorrow.
I really dunno what's going to happen.
I guess I'll have to put everything in God's hands.
Pray for my grandma and my mom, please.
I know they're taking it the hardest.
Me.
Well. I'm me.
I'm a coldhearted, inconsiderate buffoon.
So.
Don't pray for me.
I don't deserve it.
Meh.
I feel so guilty. I didn't know my grandpa that well.
But he was so nice to me.
D: I remember how he used to teach me how to write Chinese; how he read Chinese books to me; how his art was my wonder; and how he was so awesome. <3
-sigh-
Oh well.
We got 15th place on WSMC. :]
Go us. yayyy.
i was so hyper yesterday.
And now I'm just like... I unno. >>
Mou. Sad, I guess.
Dead word. I know.
Live with it.
See.
That's how "sad" I am. I dun even care about Bachanation anymore. >>
Not for now at least.
Nothing much is going on in life now that March is over.
High school next year.
I don't know what's going to happen.
I don't want to fail.
I don't want my future to crash before my eyes.
Sometimes.
Iunno.
>>
Sorry if I sound really dramatic.
I like to rant.
But yeah.
It occurred to me today that I'm extremely pathetic.
And that most of my friends prolly are only my friends cuz I get 4.0 every tri.
o.o
I mean, seriously.
>>
Whatever.
I refuse to live for others; but for myself, for God, and for the things I cherish in life.
My friends included.
Ironic, isn't it?
Other than that. I dunno. :
Love you guys,
<33 Ammi
i'm at a sugar high right now.
so i'm typing
and messing up.
a lot
xDD
CAN YOU TELL?? biggrin D
nuu?
you can't.
awww.
too bad.
ahahahaa.
-crazed maniac laughter-
ahem.
AHAHAHA.
okay.
i'm done.
or not.
AHAHAHAA.
>>;;;
Dude. I need to calm down.
HOMG.
IT'S A GOOD SIGN.
MY LITERACY HAS COME BACK.
I'M ALMOST AT CALMNESS NOW!! :O
Lmao.xD
Okay.
I'm done.
Whao.
That energy high lasted not-so-very long. xD
Teehee.
X project due this week.
And then I get to go to New York. :]
But my grandpa died. So i'm like. Half-emo. >>
Wahh.
This is prolly the first death that really impacted my life.
I mean. Seriously.
My mom's going back to China tomorrow.
I really dunno what's going to happen.
I guess I'll have to put everything in God's hands.
Pray for my grandma and my mom, please.
I know they're taking it the hardest.
Me.
Well. I'm me.
I'm a coldhearted, inconsiderate buffoon.
So.
Don't pray for me.
I don't deserve it.
Meh.
I feel so guilty. I didn't know my grandpa that well.
But he was so nice to me.
D: I remember how he used to teach me how to write Chinese; how he read Chinese books to me; how his art was my wonder; and how he was so awesome. <3
-sigh-
Oh well.
We got 15th place on WSMC. :]
Go us. yayyy.
i was so hyper yesterday.
And now I'm just like... I unno. >>
Mou. Sad, I guess.
Dead word. I know.
Live with it.
See.
That's how "sad" I am. I dun even care about Bachanation anymore. >>
Not for now at least.
Nothing much is going on in life now that March is over.
High school next year.
I don't know what's going to happen.
I don't want to fail.
I don't want my future to crash before my eyes.
Sometimes.
Iunno.
>>
Sorry if I sound really dramatic.
I like to rant.
But yeah.
It occurred to me today that I'm extremely pathetic.
And that most of my friends prolly are only my friends cuz I get 4.0 every tri.
o.o
I mean, seriously.
>>
Whatever.
I refuse to live for others; but for myself, for God, and for the things I cherish in life.
My friends included.
Ironic, isn't it?
Other than that. I dunno. :
Love you guys,
<33 Ammi
