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Feeling: horrible, gross and sticky from tears crying ...i look like im high my ******** eyes are so red....






titled: Lies, excuses and a broken heart


Why?
Why do we fall in love when we KNOW the only thing we will be left with is a crushed heart and a bad memorie?
Why do we begin to trust, when we KNow that the only thing that we will gain, the only thing we will learn is to never trust again? why do we allow our selves to care? WHY?! why does it hurt so much when they tell you good bye? Even wose when they Dont have the BALLS or the COUAGE to do it themselves??!?!?! why do we cry? We cry untill our mouth and throat is dry, and untill our eyes are so puffy and red they look like we have allergies?! Why do we cry over all the BULLSHIT LIES that they tell us, when they are probibly LAUGHING at what they did? at how much they affected you? WHY?!
Why do we fall in love? When we know the only thing we'll get from it, is just their excuses, BULLSHIT LIES< and....a broken heart?

why do we go through this AGONY when we know for sure it will happen? Why do we allow our selves to fall? why do we allow ourselves to fall? why? ........

when the
Only thing,
we get,
is their Excuses.
Their
BULLSHIT
lies,
and.......





a broken. . . . .



heart...