Would it kill you to say those words? Are you afraid of the pain it might bring? Or are you just afraid of letting anything out?
Do you think I’ll hurt you? That I might use your words against you? Twist them so that they might taint you?
Why would I taint something I cherish so much?
These thoughts are swimming in my head. These emotions are bubbling up.
I hate you. I love you. I’ve had enough.
I can’t take this constant flip-flop. This nauseating criss-cross.
I want something solid. I want to know where I stand. You can’t keep me in the dark forever.
I’ll writhe on the floor by my own self-inflicted pain Before I let you ruin me. Don’t think my love lasts forever When it’s fed nothing. It’s not free. It’s a gift you have to earn.
You haven’t earned s**t. You haven’t learned anything. Don’t run to me with your problems anymore.
I can’t hear you. Can’t see you. Can’t feel you.
Stop pushing. There won’t be change. I’m standing firm. Telling you to ******** off. I don’t need your weight anymore.
I’m strong enough to live on my own.
The_Emiko14 · Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 09:51pm · 2 Comments |