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im one step closer to my wish

i notest that everytime ithat knife

cuts deep thru my skin



im one step closer to death

i can see that everytime

i try to cut closer to my vain



im one step closer to grabbing a knife

i dont want to live anymore

i want to take away my life



im one step closer to giving it all up

i dont have any hopes when i grab a knife

my heart starts to beat

................................................Faster

...............................................Harder

im telling myself i dont have a reason

...........................................to live

...........................................longer

......................................now i see.....

im.........one.........step.......closer