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simple life hard to live
ts like when you start to shiver and feel motionless right there in that corner...when you see everything spinning around and you get flashbacks of those timeless memories. Its like when you first step into cold water after a long hot day and you feel the temperature drop below. Like when you first climb up to the highest building and you look outside for that amazing view. Its like when you walk into a club and the whole crowd notices you and you flaunt along with the pace. When you start to feel those goosebumps rise on your spine and you enjoy them for the first time. Its like when you first see a child walk its first steps...when you walk outside and stare at the sky and the suns glare shines upon you. Its like a group of pigeons flying over you. When the breeze hits your face and your hair plays along. Its like when you first capture that special moment with your eyes and you remember it twenty years later. When you stare at a photograph and make up a million assumptions. When you first start to love and you can't sleep or eat but only think of that special someone. Its like living life to the fullest without any regrets or any dark shadows above you. Its like being happy for the first. Like when you make a loved one smile and you enjoy doing so. When you wake up the next morning ready to face another challenge. Its like trying to step in someones shoes and you trip for the first time. Like eating candy when you're pregnant. Its like that...just like that. When you want to live these things but know that they'll last for a moment. Its like letting go of everything you've ever felt and you don't feel remorse. Its like being numb and thinking you're dead alive. Its like focusing on one thing, that one thing that makes you depressed. Like watching the person you like hook up with someone else. Its like feeling angst and pain inside of you when someone dies. Its like when everything fades. Its like that. Simple as that. Life is so simple to describe and so hard to live it.