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A Demented Lullaby Singing Through my Head

Just meh'.

Demented Lullaby
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Posted: Sat Jul 02, 2005 @ 01:21am

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	Some pictures of me Bored. I figured I'd post some of my pictures up. Plus, the other journal entry kind of upsets me..but whatever neutral ... ^I was eating ABC'S, and 123'S with meatballs. blaugh xp ^Me with long hair. I miss it. gonk cry ^Me and my friend, Rach. ^Me n' my fat, ugly self. ^Long hair AGAIN. sad ^The guy I supposeably love.

Posted: Thu Jun 30, 2005 @ 01:34am

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	Pooey Bar buisness is lame. Well, my summer has been good to me, kept me busy with fun things to do. But...Love? Well, I thought I had the perfect love. I've been waiting on you for 5 years (yes, it looks like I'm talking to this person, but he doesn't have gaia, but just go with me). He breaks up with his girlfriend and then now it's just like a "game" is what it feels like. He really likes me, I can tell...but why is he waiting? I know it's for parental reasons...but this isn't a relationship between our parents..it's between me and him..and I'm so sick of waiting. I'm also worried about another thing..this whole Patsy girl, because when he was dating his ex girlfriend..he said he had feelings for me but then he told someone else if Patsy lived closer to him he would dump his ex in a heartbeat and go out with her, so that only makes me imagine what he thinks about going out with me and I don't want my heart to be ruined because his a decides to break up with me to a girl that he only met 4 times in his life, is stuck on herself, and he only see's once a year... But whatever. I don't understand guys half the time. Like, they'll do whatever it takes to benefit them. <<From the words of Khyrstyne. Anywho..I don't know. I know Khyrstyne is having a hard time, but hang in there I love you. ......And I really love him. sad** .. Well, enough of my ranting. Kirk, hope you won the avi contest. <3 Mel.

Demented Lullaby
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Posted: Wed Jun 29, 2005 @ 03:42pm

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	Ok, Ok. Considering this is in EVERYBODYS journal, hey why not. What would you do if... [1] I was going to kill myself: [2] I said I liked you: [3] I kissed you: [4] I lived next door to you: [5] I started smoking: [6] I stole something: [7] I was hospitalized: [8] I ran away from home: [9] I got into a fight and you weren't there: What do you think about my: [1] Personality: [2] Eyes: [3] Face: [4] Hair: [5] Clothes: [6] Mannerisms: Other: [1] Who are you?: [2] Are we friends?: [3] When and how did we meet?: [4] How have I affected you?: [5] What do you think of me?: [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?: [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?: [8] Do you love me?: [9] Have I ever hurt you?: [10] Would you hug me?: [11] Would you kiss me?: [13] Would you marry me?: [14] Emotionally, what stands out?: [15] Do you wish I was cooler?: [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?: [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.: [18] Am I loveable?: [19] How long have you known me?: [20] Describe me in one word.: [21] What was your first impression?: [22] Do you still think that way about me now?: [23] What do you think my weakness is?: [24] Do you think I'll get married?: [25] What about me makes you happy?: [26] What about me makes you sad?: [27] What reminds you of me?: [28] What's something you would change about me?: [29] How well do you know me?: [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?: [31] Do you think I would kill someone?: [32] Are we close?: [33] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? <3 Mel.

Posted: Sun Apr 24, 2005 @ 08:19pm

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	Hey! I miss my old account. Some chick accused meh' of "harrasment" just because I didn't give her a jacked up cape in my forum. And I was afraid I would get banned so I just changed accounts. But I misss it! sad Hmm....Well not much going on...My st00pid family is over here stare ... X and O's -Meshi

Demented Lullaby
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Just the sound of your voice makes me smile

True love doesn't have a happy ending...because true love never e n d s.

The stars look so much better when they reflect from your eyes. <3

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