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Kazahaya_Kudou
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Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 @ 02:49am

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	Last Train Leaves At Midnight I'm tired Oh so tired Sick and tired of everything I just want it all to stop Everything to stop pounding in my head I've been screaming all along How can nobody hear me? Please tell me what to do Tell me how to make it through [CHORUS] I don't need a gun to do this The last train leaves at midnight I've still got time to get there I'm telling you this now so you can stop me later I'm gonna step off and fly Right in front of the last train of the night I don't want to give up but I'm terrified of life Scared enough that death doesn't frighten me anymore So I'm leaving my exsistance at the station Unless somebody stops me before I can I'm posting this message where all can see Because I'm not strong enough to ask for help But I want someone to stop me The shadows around me are getting darker Smothering me, choking and desperate My oxygen is running out I'm crying, sobbing, wailing Drowning in my own tears I'm living in fear all the time Afraid that I can't keep stepping forward That I can't keep moving through this wretched farce called life I'm posting this notice up on the board With the date and time and my own name I just need someone to read it and come Take me in their arms and stop my plunge Just one person to show they care Please... [CHORUS] The last train leaves at midnight So take me away before I can jump I'm begging you please Dear god, someone, anyone, please Before the last train at midnight leaves

Posted: Wed Aug 02, 2006 @ 02:39am

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	Iodine Are you okay? Is everything alright? You looked so sad in the hall today You're so thin and ill What's wrong? What is there to be sad about? I want to see you I need to see you I have to-want to-need yo make sure you're alright You seem so withered and frail I saw those cuts on your arms Criss cross scarlet scars Please stop trying to hide them It's not good to bottle everything up One of these days you're gonna explode You say you're numb but I know you're not I can see it in your eyes Pain spills forth in salty tears So stop lying to me Just let me help [CHORUS] Take my hand I'm right here Let's go outside It's raining out there Can you hear it? Pitter, patter, drip drop splash We'll go out and let it cleanse your soul The rain will wash the pain away And I'll be there every step of the way The rain will wash the blood off I'll help you get through this I've found that sometimes a person will Concentrate so hard on the stuff ahead They'll completely miss that's at their side I think that's what's happened with you You missed that I'm right next to you And thought you were all alone But I'm right here and I want to help Reach out and I'll take you far away Away from this pain and hurt Just drop the knife and look me in the eye I promise, I'll be right here Forever as long as you need me So [CHORUS] Just take my hand I'm here We'll go outside and you can turn your face up The rain will cleanse your soul Let you start off with a blank slate And together under a rain-soaked moon We'll start again Together

Kazahaya_Kudou
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Posted: Tue Jul 18, 2006 @ 12:02am

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	Fall Liquid mercury running through my veins Tearing my apart from the inside Carbon monoxide in the air I breathe Every breath hurts... Trapped inside a prison of my own design Locked behind bars of the ice in their eyes And strangled to death by their whispered words I gave them the keys to me freedom and they took it away from me I don't think I can do this anymore... Living... Breathing... Dying inside... With no one to catch me ->As ->->I ->->->fall So here I stand on the edge Staring out at the horizon With wind whipping my hair from my face I wonder If I stepped off And spread my arms Would I fly? Like the birds and angels? I can hear them shouting behind me "You're safe," they cry "Just come back and we'll help you" But they're wrong They're wrong! I can't-- I can't go back-- There's no one... nothing... Nothing to go back to Nothing to look forward to Nothing to hold on to ->So ->->I just ->->->fall "Poor kid," they say, shaking their heads "Never had a chance" I try to speak But my words are stuck in my throat They can't see me But they never saw me I'm as invisible in death as I was in life They just shake their heads and cluck their tongues and walk away Walk away from me and I The me on the ground The I staring down I didn't fly I never could Hope alone can't carry someone up Someone like me flying towards the heavens? As if ->All I could do ->->was just ->->->fall

Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 11:45pm

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	Looking For Summer I thought I saw you the other day But September rains washed your face away You slid and vanished into the crowd And in the silence that seemed so loud I watched the person I thought you were Turn and morph into another girl With tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat I just turned and shrugged up my coat Biting back words I so wanted to scream "Where'd you go? Was it all just a dream?" [CHORUS] It was you and I on the dock in the dark With our feet in the water and our lips locked It was us on a blanket watching the stars It was us...but now I don't know where you are You were my summer, but you're not here anymore Last time I saw you, you were walking out the door Now you're missing though I wanted you to stay So I'm looking for summer 'cause I'm here and you've gone away It's said the storm can cleanse the soul That rain will wash and make one whole It's said one will grow stronger by surviving the pain But the pain makes everything slightly insane If pain is all I need to bring you back to me Then baby, why aren't you here when it's hurting so much I can't see? I keep looking for you everywhere Because all my memories say [CHORUS] I want to hit my head to forget But every time I try to move on I'm filled with a sense of guilt For all the love I forgot to express So baby, please come back here Bring summer back with you 'Cause I'm still waiting for you to return I'll wait forever for you to come home And I'll tell you what I need to say It was us... But you're missing though I wanted you to stay So I'm looking for my summer 'Cause I'm here and you've gone away

Kazahaya_Kudou
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Posted: Mon Jul 17, 2006 @ 11:38pm

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	Ace Of Spades ->*Wallflower* Staring at life through framed glass A window separating him from the world A loner on the edge of the crowd A faceless memory with no purpose The one always picked last The one silently watching, restlessly waiting Waiting for the other show to drop Longing for the joke to finally be on them Watching on the far side of the room On the far side of the mind ->*Loser* Sounds grow muted, voices fade Colors dim when people talk Their laughter vaguely reaches his ears He hears their laughter, their taunts, their jeers He tries not to let it affect him Because names will never hurt me Never...hurt me... ->*Space-case* Step by tortuous step closer to the edge He works to keep away Their words grab him, pushing and pulling him foreward Stop before I do something I regret... Ignore me and let me stay in my world My imaginary world where I am alone ->*Runaway* Slowly but surely he's cracking apart His little world of ice melting away A shattered glass on a concrete floor With Momma's pills slipping down his throat And Daddy's gun against his head He'll show them all "May you burn in Hell" His last will and testament A small little grin and a clench of a finger An explosion and a whispered prayer May we burn together ->*Freak* And all that's left is a playing card On the ground by a corpse with a gun in his hand A suicide note for the world to find To see, to understand One last cry from silent lips Falling still on deaf ears Much too late to be heard The Ace of Spades...

Posted: Sat Feb 18, 2006 @ 02:23am

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	Navy Your guitar strings are getting frayed All your paints are dry There's dust collecting on your pen Your threatre mask is slipping and cracked What went wrong? What's happened to you? Your ceativity's gone out the window You just don't care anymore Something happened to change your mind The darkness is covering your eyes And depression is reigning under a navy sky You used to have such bright eyes Full of high-flying dreams and sky-scraping hopes Nothing could block your path to success You swore to reach the top ->and nothing would get in the way ->->and nothing could halt your steps But now your eyes are dull and blank You don't even recognize my face You sit there with the phone cradled in your lap Waiting for the call that will never come I stretch out my hand like times before But you don't take it You don't even see it at all What went wrong? What tore you apart? You've lost the will to walk the world Nothing matters anymore The shadows stole your light and life And all you're thinking are these navy lies The people around you, who love you and care Can you still hear their voices through this haze? I understand your fear You touched the flame and was burned And now you're afraid to reach for the fire But all hope's not lost Electric fires won't burn your skin You can move through the light without fear Because fear will only rule you if you let it have control What went wrong? Why are your still sitting there? The world's not dead yet Take a passion in life once more Toss away these cobwebs that strangle your breath And stop crying these navy tears

Kazahaya_Kudou
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 03:17am

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	Pyro

Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 03:12am

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	Denial

Kazahaya_Kudou
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 03:05am

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	Dragon Dance

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