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bi_no_neko's Journal hi, i can't promise i'll write in my journal that often, but i guess i'll write about my life, friends, crushes and crap like that.


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Not good enough.
We won!!! We won our football game! We have a new football coach and he's doing a great job teaching the players. Froshsoph is 1/1,jv is 2/0, and varsity is 1/1! I'm happy. We play more songs when the team wins and I like pep tunes. I don't know how the half time show went because I spent most of it explaining to my mom and two of my friends why I wasn't on the field. Why you ask? Simple, MY COACH SUCKS!! He taught us the work on Monday and Wednesday and told us he would tell us if we were ready to perform on Thursday. He didn't show up on Thursday. So I thought that meant we all got to perform and Jen told me he rarely ever takes people out. WRONG!!!! He shows up during the first quarter and takes us away to practice with our new flags. Ten minutes before the half time show, he tells us that three of us aren't ready yet and we can't go out. Jessica Rabbit and I both start crying and he acts surprised to see this reaction. He explained it was for the 'good of the team.' He eventually gave us the choice to perform or not and Rabbit choose to go on. Another Jessica and I didn't go because I knew I couldn't stop crying. (I don't know about anyone else but I don't like being told I'm not good enough.)My mom was pissed. And I mean very very mad. She went and complained to the band director and he said he was going to have a conversation with the coach. Rabbit's mom also went in and talked to him. Apart of me wants the conversation to involve a pink slip but more of me doesn't. The coach only shows up to practice forty percent of the time but he can still teach us stuff we need to know and a sucky couch is better than none. He a good coach, I just don't like how he teaches. It ruined most of my night mainly because I had family there just to see me. I told the little kids I wasn't feeling well because I couldn't bring myself to tell them I wasn't good enough. Support from my friends and the pep tunes gave me back my confidence and brought my spirit back up.




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!!!!!13!!!!!
Yay, it's a three day weekend and finals are over!! My Grandma Mary-Lou called at ... Um 5ish...? Anyway, she said her friend couldn't go to a play tonight and she had two extra tickets. I at first didn't want to go because it was in LA and I had never heard of the musical 13 before so I wasn't really that into it. But I figured I might as well go just to be the good granddaughter. I went and loved it! The cast was made up of kids my age or younger... Mostly younger. Tyler Mann played Archie, the kid with a disease and walks with hand stilts. (Yes I know they are called crutches but that isn't as fun to say.) Archie was my favorite character in the play. He was an adorable and funny character. It was my first ever live play and the seats were wonderful. We sat in row C. It was the forth row so now I'm trying to figure out what the first row was called. Oh and I got a pom-pom! It's blue and white. I didn't really use it much except for the game scene. It was lots of fun and if they made it into a movie like Rent. I'd be seeing it opening night and have the DVD on pre-order!



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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.I am the girl whos dad left her when he found out she was a bisexual.
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Band... Again.
Wow. I wasn't joking when I said band was my life. Well... We won our first game this season. I know, I know, but fifth time is the charm. Oh, and I have a new chursh! heart He's section leader for drums and plays snare. He's really funny and does the comics in "The Mouthpeice" A band magazine that comes out at the parties. I love joking with him at the football games. He's sooo cute when he smiles and he smiles alot. ~ heart ~



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My first Compation at the JFK Feild!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We did such a good job! Our color gaurd took first in our division (you go girls!!), the band took third in our division (and that's out of six teams), and percussion (that's pit [me] and drum line [my crush]) took third out of all four divisions!!!!!!!!!!!!!




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My busy busy life.
Wow My life has been busy. I joined band and since then I've had little time to do much else. I have practice from 2 to 4 on Monday and Tusesday, 2 to 5 on Wednsday and Thursday, and 2 to 3:30 on friday. It shorter on Fridays because we have games on those days and our call time is 5. I don't get home from the games untill 10/10:30. Friday was my first game and I had a blast! We screamed and cheered even though we lost. It was a great game and we almost won. The next morning... OMG. I was woken up at 5:45 and told to stand at attention while they dress me. I was being kidnaped by the band. After they dress you in the craziest things they find in your room the put make-up all over your face. I had lipstick everywhere but my lips. We all piled into cars and went for a drive. We ended up at the beach. They put all the newbies in two rows and made us march down the pier. They didn't think looking stupid was enough though and gave us all sayings and when ever they said our names we had to yell it. So if you can imagine 19 kids marching down the street yelling things like, "I'm cukoo for cocoa puffs" "I love the mooses down in Mooseport" "If Blues Clue can do it so can we!!" or "Ask me about my weiner." It was horrible. My mother showed up with my camera and when we stood at attention she tried talking to me and if I answered I was yelled at. They tooks us to Rubys and bought us breakfast. About half way through breakfast two older girls stood up and asked for everyones attention. They said everyyear they marry two freashmen. Guess who they picked. They announced this years couple by saying "This year its Kyle and Bailey." I looked up from my water (water because I hadn't gotten my food.) and stared at them and him as everyone laughed. Beening the goodsport that I am I got up and reluctently took a cloth rose and the 'grooms' ring to put on Kyle and we got married. The parents yelled you kiss eachother when you get married and we both said no. My dad came nd picked me up later and I went home and took a shower to get the make-up off. It was fun and I think I'll help next year but I don't want to do that again.



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The vibes.
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In a moment of light headedness i joined the school band. I don't have to march and the vibes are cool. So I think I'll have fun playing them. My section leader is cool and we're a small group of four. Mom says we can maybe rent one for me to practise on at home. I hope to have fun and I think I will.




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The awful truth of tomarrow
The day still seems to be in the distant future, but it's tomarrow. The day I've wished for and hated is tomarrow. I'm going to lose a sister. Yuri is leaving tomarrow and I hate it. We've had our ups and downs but all in all I love her. She isn't just some foreign girl at my school. She isn't even a girl anymore. She's my sister and she's leaving me. After the third month she stops being a guest and become a part of you and your family. We're having a party tonight and lots of people will be at my house. I'm not sure when it will end but I do know she is getting on a plane. This is the wrost part of life. The goodbye. I feel like crying every time I see a box filled with her stuff. I'll probly cry when she gets on the plane just like I'm crying right now.
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Eating an up-side-down cookie.
Well you should be happy to know that I'm doing what the title says. I'm bord and listening to music. I've done everything I wanted to do and no one has kicked me off. I like it. No idea what to do though. I was home alone last night untill 11pm. It was fun. I watched 3 movies and ate lots of food. I also wasn't the last one up today eighther.




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