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Whispering past my fears, smiling through my falls
I will bounce merrily, twirl and trip here and there
Even if the heavens cry, my laugh will be eternal


My feet will fall on the same path as yesterday
The same melody will vibrate through my being
A rhythm from yesterday and before will steal my feet
And my hop n’ skip will never falter

Today, I’ll be running from My Shadow again.


When I am alone, buried in the deep dim light
I might mumble the same words as yesterday
And maybe I’ll look at the same window like when I was a child
Those thoughts will return, the circular motion of life will sicken me
The spinning, the twirling, skipping, falling…
Why must we live in such repetition?

Shattering the cycle, bolting through closed doors,
The silvery moon will answer every wonder,
And ignite every fear.
In that gentle touch, her warm glow,
My sulking Shadow will follow me
Oh, mother Moon, protect me!

Her touch is gentle, but her power is unimaginable.
Turning around, I understand,
My shadow is apart of me.
Reaching out, we hold hands.
Together, we find unity.
We find our balance.
In our darkest fears lies our hope.

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Guess the meaning and symbology, if you can.

Bubbling clouds, and pulsating lightening
Frozen air; Chasing waves; Stoic Time
The gateway to my mind has opened.

Permitare bello initium facere

Whispered wars echo into larger battles
Crumpled memories found and read
Don’t let the truth leave your lips
You’ll have the most deadly kiss.

Permitare bello initium facere

Betrayal in bloom popping up in aged sand
The battle’s been won, but the war ain’t over.
Sinful secrets secrete sweet juice
Drink it, it’ll make you ignorantly stronger
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger…

Permitare bello initium facere

Mercury tipped arrows, strike me with knowledge
The unholy Trinity is coming after me.
Close the gate.

Bellum initium facent

1. What is your occupation? Uhmm...Well, a hopeful writer, and a student.

2. What color are your socks right now? I HATE socks. Not wearing any. Yuck!

3. What are you listening to right now? Weight of the World- Evanescence

4. What was the first thing that you ate? Stuffing.

5. Can you drive a stick shift? Yup.

6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Sapphire blue.

7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? ...Good question. Tia, and Susan.

8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Psh, no one sent it. I stole it.

9. How old are you today? 16.

10. Favorite drink? Favorite? Eeek! Chai tea latte? Or something fruity. Vitamin water is good, too. I don't know. I'm not a picky drinker.

11. What is your favorite sport to watch? Hmm...Baseball, I suppose or Basketball.

12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Hell yeah. THere's very few colord I HAVEN'T dyed it. But, my hair is good to me.

14. Pets? Bunny and Redders.

15. Favorite food? Eeek! Uhm...Ice cream. And peanut-butter n' jelly sammitches. And Inari. And mochi with sweat bean paste. And strawberries dipped in whipped cream.

16. What was the last movie you watched? White Orlander.Er...However you spell it.

17. Favorite day of the year? May 1st. That will be our second year anniversery.

18. What do you do to vent anger? I don't get angry.

19. What was your favorite toy as a child? Heehee. My Sailor Moon brooch and wand.

20. What is your favorite fall or spring? Between those two? Fall. It's colder, you need to cuddle up more. ;] But, Spring is more fun and fulfilling.

21. Hugs or Kisses? Kisses. I luffs getting kisses. But only from certain people. From everyone else, huggs. Oh, and Jacob gives the bestest hugs!

22. Cherries or Blueberry? Eeeek! Blueberries...No! Cherries! Cherries.

23. Do you want your friends to email you back? ...Gaia.

24. Who is most likely to respond? No one. Maybe Jojo.

25. Who is least likely to respond? Everyone.

26. Living arrangements? Live with the parentals. I might move out next year, to go live with Ben n' Kitty. And, depending on the college situation, I may also go live down with my boyfriend after next year.

27. When was the last time you cried? Uhm... A week ago, I believe.

28. What is on the floor of your closet? I don't have a closet.

29. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending this to? ..Gaia.

30. What did you do last night? Stayed up talking to people. Mainly Jason and Chloe, I think. Oh, and I played Pokemon ranger a ton. I watched two movies. Oh, and cuddled with Bunny.

31. Favorite smells? Cherry blossoms, vanilla, lilacs, Jacob (He has a very unique scent) my old shampoo, Kitty's hair, certain guy's scents, and the smell of books.

32. What inspires you? Alot of things. Depends on what we're talking. Anything can inspire me to write, nd random things and pictures inspire me to draw. And singing just comes and goes.

33. What are you afraid of? Becoming older, losing people, needles, dentists, having people love me when I can't return their feelings, Biological warfare, ect.

34. Plain, cheesy, or spicy hamburgers? Hmmm... Veggieburgers! =D

35. Favorite dog breed? German-shepard-Lab mixes and Shepard-Husky mixes. Labs are cute, too. I love any dogs execpt for ankle bitiers.

36. Number of keys on your key ring? Don't have one. If I did, 3.

37. How many years at your current job? Psh, I'm not getting a job until I HAVE to.

38. Favorite day of the week? Saturday.

39. How many states have you lived in? One. Washington.

40. Favorite holiday? Valentine's day.

42. Ever driven a Motorcycle or heavy machinery? Many times.

43. Who's your favorite NFL team? Seahawks!

44. Do you have a house phone that is NOT cordless? Duh. THe onlu reason we got a cordless phone is because of me. They don't like cordless phones. Weird people...

45. 10 inches of snow or 100 degree weather? 10 inches of snow, no contest. I LOVE playing in the snow, until frostbite starts setting it, then it kinda hurts in a bad way. Besides, afterwards you can just go fall asleep by the fire.

46. If you could have any occupation in the world, what would it be? Hmm... I would love to be a writer, but I think being a singer would make me happier. But, I'd be a writer on the side. That way, when I have a family, they will be well supported. And then I can spoil my loved ones!

I stole this quiz from Doom On A Stick who stole this from Sailor GeeDee.

Level 1
() smoked a cigarette.
() smoked a cigar
() done weed
(/ been kissed, never kissed) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 1.5



Level 2
(x) been in love
(xxx) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
() been fired
(x and won!) been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 5.5


Level 3
(Don't need to) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(/) been arrested
() made out with a stranger
() gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 7


Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school/class
() slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR:10


Level 5
(x Didn't meet him on myspace, mind you.) had/have a crush on one of ur MYSPACE friends
() been to Paris
() been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x I'm guessing. I blacked out.) thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 13



Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 17


Level 7
(xxx) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(xxxxxxx) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 22


Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x)gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

SO FAR: 27



Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 32


Level 10
() used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
() killed a snake

SO FAR: 34



Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
(x) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 39


Level 12
(x) won a contest
(x) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x)been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 41

Level 13
(x) had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 46


Level 14
(xxxx) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
( )questioned your heart
(x)been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 50


Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x)swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 54

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers!
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 59


Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 62

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
() been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 66


Level 19
(x) crashed a party
(x)have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x)gone rollerskating/blading
(x)had a wish come true
() humped a monkey

SO FAR: 70


Level 20
(x)worn pearls
(x)jumped off a bridge
(x)screamed "p***s" in class
() swimin with dolphins

SO FAR: 73

Level 22
(x) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 77



Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 81



Level 24
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x)climbed a tree
(x)had/been in a tree house
()are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 84


Level 25
(x)believe in ghosts
(x)have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) gone streaking
(x) been in jail/visit

SO FAR: 88


Level 26
(x)played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( =[) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
() broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

SO FAR: 91


Level 27
(x) caught a fish then ate it
() made a porn video.
(x) caught a butterfly
(x)laughed so hard you cried
(x)cried so hard you laughed

SO FAR: 95


Level 28
(x)mooned/flashed someone
(x)had someone moon/flash you
(x)cheated on a test
(x)forgotten someone's name
(x)slept naked
(x)French braided someones hair
() gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x for a day XP) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR: 102

Level 30
(x)Rode a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
() had a cavity
( Don't think so..)Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed

SO FAR: 105

Level 31
(xxxxx)Been used
(x)fell going up the stairs
(x) licked a cat
(x)bitten someone
(x)licked someone

SO FAR: 110


I've Done 110 Out Of 145 Crazy Things

Crazy, hm?
I thought those were all pretty typical...

know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.


This song... So powerful. I find it interesting not only how much music controls me, but everyone. Subconciously, to the point where we can't notice it, it changes us. It was because of this song, I got back together him, after my life had been changed. It was because this song made me realize, I wasn't ready to say goodbye, I wasn't ready to give up on what we had. I couldn't tell him goodbye, my heart wouldn't let me. I'm so thankful my best friend made me listen to this song, otherwise.... I would have lost my life, my love, my everything. But, thanks to her, I still have him. I still have the love of my life, and now I will never loose him again. I learned my lesson.

Anyone on Conquer?

Does anyone roleplay out there? If so, I roleplay...

-Inu Yasha (I have my own views on the characters and apply them, so it's nev er identicle to the series and the characters are usually slightly OCC.)
- Sailor Moon
-Cardcaptor Sakura
-Spirited Away
-Cowboy bebop
- Morden
-Fantasy
-Historical (Preferably Japanese historical.)
- Original

I roleplay male and female, yaoi, yuri, normal pairings, non-romantic, heavy romance, ect.

Please contact me if interested!

I feel bad, because I'm getting jealous...

My boyfriend just posted a survery thing about if someone would kiss him under mistletoe and how they would kiss him and stuff like that. And, I know he got it from this one girl who has been hitting on him. I feel sad and jealous because of it. Do I have a right to? I mean, it's not right for me to get jealous over something so small, but she's like exactly what he wants, a Christian girl who likes all the same music he does. I don't think she's pretty at all, but he does. She has self confidence and is apparently fun and everything. He broke up with me once for a girl he was more unsure about... Is it right if I'm afraid he'll do it again? We've been going out for seven months since the first and so far only break up, which lasted about 8 days. Before that we had been together for about 3 months. I still don't know.

I think she's alot better than me, so... I am scared... *sigh*

Dry your tears, with love.....

Your an Elf, one of the forest people. [br]Your magic like the fairy has no limits. You[br]live with your own kind. Your solf movements [br]and grace gives your animal friends safty. You [br] live in the forest, with mother nature. You[br]never see the outside world but your own.

Hello to anyone who might be reading this!

You may call me Bunny or ImmortalMiko. I am new to Gaia online.
This site seems like tons of fun though, my very awesome friend
introduced this site to me.

Just a few things about me, I'm 15 and a freshman, though I take mainly
courses supossedly offered to Sophmores. I live in Seattle, Wa.
I LOVE a ton of animes, my favorite would probably be Inu Yasha
or Cowboy Bebop, or Chobits or Sailor Moon (sub only, dubbed scares me.)
I love a ton of animes and am always open to watch new ones!
I love Rock music, J-pop (Mainly Ayumi Hamasaki, BoA is cool too, Gackt, ect.)
I love writing, roleplaying, talking, meeting new people and helping people.
I hope that we can be friends to whoever is reading this! biggrin



Thanks for your time! smile


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