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The generation come, it go. But yet beginnings are nigh at the horizon sun as the cycles. In much I see - a part of glories for name, aside from ego in boastful reason or its oppositions. But predetermined destinies as I to some to be - Of a line so deep forgotten - even of its own insanities, I rest knowing glory so divine is written among the heart of them so their story written is carven to mortal minds or that divine so fallen. O divine o richness, where have you fallen?

Was it my heart to see their time a mortal or divine yet I a man? Yet a greater of mercy and not sacrifice though vain, I be innocent in your eyes, a weak yet strong a mortal soul. Stronger was the eyes of they themselves though life and death are unworthy,

In my eyes, man is found worthy over that of he who boast in powers unjust. Does that mean life was null? The answer is heavenly or divinely vanity.

In them an answer to what spirit or rather virtue one knew, to what lead him his passions though he felt a glimpse because the soul was blinded. Perhaps it is protected for a reason to why should it be blind. Should younger the lord be of his home, shall he see everything?

It is not life to predetermine, when all sides give their free will or yet I inherit. Yet they are blessed each one a purpose. For man as to be created in thus an image is worthy among the contributor to its hearts. Choice in fact with peace to awareness, indeed not seen in heavenly or high to the fallen of enviousness, is so freedom and love eternal.

Love divine, all love excelling the mortality. Wherewith has one or other died in thee. Thine promises are kept with the mortal and they more worthy before divine in glory.
To boast of its power yet life chose. It is not for God to be conflicted, but rather to know life chose its way. I see they coexist. To ask who or what was before God, is like comparing the history a mortal vessel has cried at of his name but of two meanings contradictory. Who so could test righteousness or rather prove it? Without abusing the fellow man, who was true to themselves? Has one hidden their LORD? Or was the pain so great, life could not understand division among that of its way?

If a man is found blameless among you, I had been suffering deep. The man has chosen a path, to live and serve, and if not acknowledge truth though he is disposed or not known by many. And if so making himself known though he be strange at times...

Not because of fear, but courage could others admit relevance to the point where it is taken for naught the emotion of the core being of an image. Regardless of such, it was power that even Christ tossed down knowing he could inherit all kingdoms, and argued knowing much betray to would it be a greater treasure that one has kept with him?.

Who knew GOD's savior? Or was there no man to defend the actions of GOD? Was it truly God who needed defended? or was it a heavenly among nature. I knew life was not sinless, yet of it is redefined of its way. Therefore how can a man know the mind of GOD but without love in itself? A man tosses his power for love and was blessed. So if the GOD can take the man's sadness away from him... will the man still be himself?

I questioned myself. And I ask myself each day. Who or what was GOD to a man? The name that even GOD himself denies or accepts, or a name that was summoned by a King that rest besides the true LORD or at that time was felt in death? - Refers to Saul. Yet of a first is accepted whom was Christ. Whose name did I deny but my own of both aside from be one as the self?

At some point, did not the divine want to be human? Due to its spirit? Or what did much manipulate? Is why I am against the vain angelic to theologian who states to them that I shall see the negative out of what is proven of thus to I.

Yet arguments are sought of the living compared to the relevance. Is the problem with me the scholar and the agnostic man. For they see truth. It is worse than a satanic to acknowledge truth.

Yet of them with wickedness, I seen the compassion of good and the wicked yet did not spare the deeds of wickedness before them to the point life choses its making a new of how to persecute the lairs that started, knowing hence of indulgence the life chose the first as so to revert whereas not improve or preserve. - The man living now asks, who or what gave me this thought? I am just a man.

For if life did not accept this truth... It would understand an opposite of itself. And of my name, which would be an insult to some who had light and darkness in them, fore with where some had no light of origin. I was eased by music, by enjoyment, yet the festivals had meaning vain to that of sacrifice was filled of my kind with blood. I had tasted the burnt offerings of goats and rams and they had seen the LORD's face - this man in his slumber. Should not the man be worried or think about life for the rest of his days. As long as he is with me, though he types as if he is trying to send a message to them to tell them, life is not meaningless... He shall say who or what is GOD, knowing the origins of names and how many have fallen before him.

He is a messenger, or a watcher, a poison to me if he wants power.
Yet, at the same time, GOD argues Samael to that of asks a child of goodness in his days. Protect the prophets knowing mankind shall revile them. And life adores them as saints though not the falseness of elders and liars. Meaning the heresy of peoples' own to the self doubt. Darkness and light shall talk truth to GOD. Because, they have spoken to an ego of power and pride. When life has indeed blessed them for righteousness sake.

Of the light of he who is mortal and divine in some aspect of a sense though people forgot life, or who they once were, both satanic and heavenly pure in a range of histories... the opposite of Samael, not to be confused with Samuel the prophet, wake up before Christ. For these thoughts are given to you by your fear, your admiration, and GOD to that of would the devil persecute or question you.
Do not abandon the armor of GOD. It protects them each even in their suffering.

You cannot walk the shoes, my name. For you have taken up my challenge in dreams and failed me. Yet you approached me and live. But thou you live, I spare ye for knowing that you were a part of me and had not left your first love.

You would not persecute unrighteous without reason. Yet your blast and profane manner almost led you to wisdom's or lust's wicked road though you want to see much to the fullest of integrity with life.

Do not let the world corrode a man of himself but by his action. Yet, you found treasure earthly, do you desire wealth heavenly aside from history on earth? True you sought heaven as the stars fell.

One by one you noticed as that of them to would your research or thought get one into deeper trial. Therefore you tell them the truth, when you say I desire not earth or heaven, to that of everyone seeks their desire, but others a hell.

When you said I long not for the earth, heaven, or hell, but long for truth... Perhaps or not in the thoughts of talking to yourself and others the answer is before the face. Yet a child is young, Christ in his days was a preacher at his youth. Do so not forget the heart of faith you once had. Your admiration and love for them and principle.
Yet, you had not forgotten.

Therefore, found blameless and innocent, can you understand the mind of ? = A mortal man? You had been in them the cults, you persecuted me or yourself. What say you? In defense?

And the man rises up and states to his LORD, I type with fear at this question and courage, knowing I hated heresy of own to that of the truth people accepted like me power at one point but tossed it down for compassion.

Yet I knew not everything about life and was a man depressed, though with no excuse have I but to state with reason. It is what you state as I had suffered like something reading your word, and lived it though not the full I read of the books. Which is an impossibility to comprehend and live everything by a book. For in that mankind would die before you or live. You have brought healing to my mind on my walk. You healed the blind man even though his vision is dim. They noticed you face to face. You crossed paths with his heart. At one point I was against the persecutors. Still am to this day, though it was not the people but the captors. Have the servants died of their wickedness? As I had noticed of archivist? Or have they taken like I from its place to preserve or protect.

A man is not a real thief though had a moral blow, but ask what could have vanished from the hearts of them who sought in life to manipulate it. Is exactly as you say. You ask Saul and them, why did they persecute me to that of Judas. And I shall explain to you...

@ self... you had not had the intention of murder but to protect something that was not yours. Yet I spread my blessing to you to know it at the days of your youth.
A rich young ruler, could follow all laws, yet with Christ he could not give his possessions. Yet a difference in you, because as the truth was not given to people you admire the truth and have admitted everything to a point. You were found reviled but blameless.

I say, am I a substitution for Christ? The answer is I am not willing to die on a cross, for each man that hangs on a tree is cursed. And I say that, the antichrist built his temple or the third in my days, but that temple was halted O LORD, as to be a blast towards the wicked ones. For the antichrist I know is something that thinks he or she is God to that of the wicked would love to substitute it the pure for wrong reason. I knew of your time, a Lord died for a world. And I know GOD did not die in we to the savior died vain yet rose in many both good and wicked.

Therefore I being with your people O God, who still have faith in you. They are blessed even if others across a world to many more near could not see. Though you shine light into their heart and or awareness of much. Life thinks it is a slave to great a debit. Yet you had mercy on the sinner and not the causes. True I was among them one of repentance yet cursed and blessed.

Knowing the falseness of my belief LORD, it pained me. Leaving a mortal blow, but you have been with me. The agnostic and scientific try to disprove you, but why conflict me as that stone in the flesh of Saul? Because I too doubted at one point yes. But I know you had granted life a new in beginnings, therefore you found mercy with me as the storms passed me every year or around us. Life proves itself truth.

For you spared those who you spare and love those whom you love. I deserved hell from God and man. Yet, was it I was loved by both? regardless of one or the other. I could not see because their way growing was different than the eyes of a watcher or observer. Therefore in its remorse, life had pity, though many care less. But, to see others abuse it of the faith, it sickens the people who lived true. As so each one their story.

A vessel of mercy, a cup of grace, an inheritance of love.
A cup of wrath, a vessel of sadness, an inheritance of bitterness or sweet.

Who has seen the glory of GOD and lived? GOD lets that man live. And for that his chains are gone. But the man would understand even death tries to put him down. It is not the fact that one has seen or tried to commit, yet one has researched a path unto life and death. Therefore broken the barriers... must you fix what you broke as they. So says a source of life to the mortal man. Regardless, some systems were put there as a pillar of divine providence to balance.

And I tell myself each day as it goes by... I have broken barriers perhaps my mind was the limit, when I asked in my youth those days. What came before and after what, or rather it was what was the limits to a man's thought as so to survive it without a headache. It was no ordinary question aside from my school days which life cannot be based on a past or education of modern. I too challenge theologians of academics and the scholars on the study of metaphysics, define myself human and a man as became it to question the professions.

Even life unto no degree cause it was not known the credit or speech of its words to feeling. Whereas, I commented on other sites, it was indeed known both my blasting and my integrity.

Others were so fearful of accounts whereas people of life cheated. Truth be told, the deeper meaning is not vain money or wealth, but the twisting of balance and security. Others wish they could invest in such procedures, when they are not satisfied with the living. Some for healthful reasons and privacy. Yes, it is not my business what people do, but to give my dearest advice to them.

Back then had I not been disabled or considered it, I would be perhaps on the streets, or with a degree, perhaps working, had it not been for health. Whereas today a man wants to work, yet cannot find because there is no service. They took advantage of many and those people were forgotten. Though there is immenseness, they of a life know you to the foundations. Or they tossed it aside for gain. Yet others found love in some twisted way to life.

Whereas, even in my richness, it does not bring happiness O lord but the love truly to admire of others has brought so to me. That is what others do not see in the disabled mentality of a man, to that natural heart. I have seen the goodness of wickedness in disguise, who offer a service and abuse the goodness. For I was treated with others who from the manager just wanted money and wealth from those who worked hard, though I be an inheritor of life. Life is lustful of its passions for which even I asked myself, do I have common sense in me?

Life is not immortal. Nor is death.
Yet at its purist it sought not immortality, but reason to balance and stability as for what so it predetermines many cures as so to acknowledge itself clear.

I too know some thinking of God, cannot know every answer, though me a missing piece in a world that will not understand me though they understood. Life refuses to know life. But yet, there is love in the goodness of many. If I shall expect it to come, it will not come to me, that life or the death. If i search for it, one or the other is greater, and many like me failed on some mystic quest with the arcane and restricted arts. It is not by witchcraft or divination. Turn not to the right or the left, but Christ or middle grounds, if so there would be.

Who was that thief on the cross... who besides Christ - he said... you shall be with me in Paradise. Hopefully it was not the one who spat but believed on him saying he was innocent.

But by truth that people live yet should be healed. Perhaps where I failed, was my chance to release them from a chain knowing the wicked of some were not so wicked at all. Perhaps, in some who wanted to be free, they were not set free.

Therefore I persecuted them without realizing the falseness or the life when one should have asked. But then I understand, I saw the heresy of my own and I was upset at them to self because many were false in their truth.

Their story is their judge and not I to hold a grudge but sadness knowing my way, as well as I asked myself, was I truly blameless before a cult, to that of a ring due to some relational issue, trying to make sense of myself?

I to search for them wanting answers, but then I found out eventually, knowing others had a similar issue or perhaps worse in life. Yet was it I a cursed one to heal from an injury in younger days.

Was it so needing prayer and healing, was a piece of GOD for he is all life, even to nothingness or darkness which from it split light or rather a heart grew of itself for whatever reason a soul.

It is by this reason, I do not worship for he hears not prayer vain unless one is sincere whereas others even of the manner would force it, though one indeed is honored or respected. For I think of it the source as no material or statue or being. For there is no partiality with GOD as everything be an essence of its own.

I asked myself, who the hell made me Moses. Where I had to almost die and or make the law or intercede for them. This was lessons people had not learned till they caught up to my time period. And life would grudge as I heard of the laws of Hammurabi. They too escaped from the desert sands and wickedness of foundations. I curse not the pure, but the dictatorships of irrelevance.
But it is wrong for me to do so, so I acknowledge my place.

Here, I had true freedom or should one be at rest. I do not plan to die at the age of Christ but live to the fullest - This was age thirty-three though life could live longer to some who lived of an impossibility.

Knowing perhaps my disbelief is that of family will not understand that of the reasoning why the world is the way it is, to that of my faith in a stance. Though they lived younger, the wiser was of us to the elder.

A day with the LORD is 1000 years. How old was GOD? In that his memory is never-ending, even among that of a universal space. For it was the truth that stood.
Even in its purities hoping life not be bored of itself, so is the pressure of immortality where things cannot die. As once told to life, would you make me suffer while living, and I say to them... Rest and be at ease and be healed. For my Savior was a healer. Even mending that of brokenness though nothing truly lost can return.

His words biblical as proven by those before us, were evidence. And history could not erase. Not even the most radical of groups that construed society to blame one sovereign of a people to more. A model for the world. In ten years time, I noticed the generations change. So it took how long for a world of 100 or more years to know? It is why others disapprove and some believe the laws. However there is a law to life and man.

Though to break the law, to follow it, is questionable and to some blasphemy. In such barriers, I had done and life would question me on God's law. And I before it am not guiltless. If so found innocent in the eyes of God and man, then who was authority to me...?

It was council and GOD of each as so to teach the life. Besides how to cook, perhaps life could teach me a subject matter relevant like mathematics for an education. Yet if I knew everything, it would not be the first, which is impossibility.

Others had abused life, to manipulate, when true it knew glory of its own manifested mind. It of truth would stand, while the falseness would fade. And the world heal or disappear before it.

A world polytheistic, yet one as me was a mono-theist for counting a source of all beings that was good to its kind aside from mankind having surgery to heal a mankind. Yet I shall not boast of powers to argument.

The point being here... is relevance to the world in its way to how the interpretation of mind points out much of strength in God. It is unlimited and beyond GOD himself.

Therefore it is beyond also the Devil, and darkness could comprehend it not, because it chose its way. Where others broke from light or some broke from one the other. Therefore, they too are free thinkers in a world that was not free compared to its laws made by elder as so to brainwash the common man from the relevancies of truth.

America - you may be a diverse people, but you have a memory of GOD with you.
As I had seen Israel and learned from them in a world that does not acknowledge its own to life persecutes among its brothers. Therefore unite not against the world, but the idiocy of those who mistreated you. And stop blaming a single man less something was not right with his heart.

To the desert and materialistic world, stop persecuting us, and the laws of many shall not persecute itself. Though the law has construed its morals of humanity. Because I sought righteousness and not the deeds of corruption.

Who grew before the eyes of me? So says that source of life to one as me.
It will be, when we think like GOD, we get charged with a mortality of responsibility. Therefore it is not me but another to pick up the challenge of a true GOD.

Lucifer's mistake, was he wanted corruption for glory. And that life cannot take of itself without slashing something. The lands, they have their glory of past and present, but it is as written. So he betrayed a cause to what life focused of itself.
You summit yourself as the other to goodness, and you choose or not to become it.

I know in this reason.

GOD or sources of life, could not die and each one conserve to preserve. To it teach life prove even without the arts. That indeed the divine who think they are immortal are also human. And to be eternal is with the truth everlasting.

GOD, if he were of spirit would conflict a man and send him to where his way is to test him. Or, he would send him straight to death, where life knows its wrongs.

Yet I know, my only reasons is not a search for immortality or power, but to understand was I a part of GOD and find meaning in life. and so, life walks with its LORD or something of brokenness and live compared to that of Enoch which was taken.

For does it say rather than a man died, that a man walked and lived with GOD? I do not know that answer. Though the garden is that earth, also in the heavens. I know man has rewritten the scroll. But it sets up life for better or boring, knowing they make their own living and way.

For life to know itself, is a greater sin if so it is manipulated by the injustice to that of nature hopefully would set me sane a keeper of Wisdom.

They do not need to believe me to know GOD.
Just acknowledge the fact one exists.

That determines also the truth that they hold and compassion to that of why the LORD also hated his man, was a regret that man was made due to the wickedness. And so the LORD brought us to the first, of them cause life was repetitious in itself.

Regardless of being friends of Satanic, Christian, or whatever side.... though the LORD knew all... in some way...

GOD shall meet with his SAVIOR some day again if it does not come to him the truth.

And say, blessed are you, you hold the rod and heart of righteousness O holy one of a land in a far place, whom you spread to us the gentile knowing in your heart a Jewish soul yearns.

Regardless of your heredity. It is by spirit, and not blood vain of violence in heart. And life shall teach me, what I never knew or how it was truly.

So states GOD as to input its own heart into life.
For you had taken the name O me, and left it.

But my spirit is with you, unbroken. You have scared a flesh of a savior. But you had forgotten not so. To the highest of the stars they reach till time knows everything.
And thus it begin a new to the younger, and they shall hear and eventually believe.

Whoso denies the fact that something exists in truth - denies life.
I will never understand where life and death are baffled in this aside from one thing.
That it is coexisting where there was no intent of wickedness in the mind of GOD's SAVIOR or GOD the source.

It knowing in life something before it, had it known goodness or wickedness... created not all of the angelic, but a bridge is open to the gates of eons. For whoso read the words, our image... Thus something spoken into existence was a thought. Therefore GOD the chronological or source knew everything.

Even I as a man, cannot comprehend but to the deepest compassion knowing power will try to corrode a man or take him in his days. Whereas one be free... You know his name...

SAMUEL.... ^-^

Regardless of how one acts - hopefully being true to person... you ask, why did SAUL not just ask for GOD instead of SAMUEL... and that is a question I cannot even answer at the time of the Witch of Endor... so they tell Israel or ask them.
And others had family as witches and or sages to mysticism in the east. And they took it west. And the west is upset about the natives being gone, but the east has survived and kept accuracies of history in all. We are a foundation of many. Therefore, I go with the laws of life if so applicable. Some had to be broken, and therefore it would be not so great to twist the meaning of what morals or lessons were in mankind.

I was against falseness to crushed idols. Perhaps maybe, it was for that reason, life is rebuked of its own to its dreams. There is no idol in my heart, but life and death itself unto the life. Still I am my own person. And that is true freedom.

- So states GOD though it was persecuted in his way. GOD by man changes. The true source of life does not change its manner as so to preserve its definitions.

Growing up in a church or in a leadership role, does not make one holy. Nor does being something one is not. It is by life, that live that so proves - so great I was in this case, one of philosophy, an author, a beta test, and that of a theologian to among my elders before and after.

Some day, life will try to tell me, though I be oblivious or censored. They know how GOD truly feels. He who took on your burden O LORD, who is worthy?

It is not man alone. But there is one to more who taught the GOD lines.

Who shall accept this cup of GOD? knowing they endured so long? and others searching have failed?

I shall still keep my emotions and truth, and blessing, but perhaps maybe, instead of suffering, you as I some day, will acknowledge whatsoever, but some day, they see life for what compassion it truly felt. It is more than can be defined of its own.

My heavenly treasure states GOD, is to you the man.
What more do you want from me? Is it not power, is it glory? The answer....
You had seen my back and my face. Yet your heart far from me.
You had seen him in tears knowing his or more conditions of those who suffer.

GOD blamed himself for a world that died before GOD. and yet GOD lives for taking much burden. What more did you want from GOD? so says a source of life or the man.

So I state to myself a man...
I am not God.
I am not the Devil.

I am a piece of something though not worthy.
Was I indeed worthy myself a mankind before my GOD?

I would contrast this to Jacob wrestling with an angel and Job or the Psalms for comfort to that of Proverbs. Though other books have not been explained or read in a long time... The laws of GOD may not apply, though the truth does.

And also Ten commandments do apply. Though one has in someway broken them all. Am I spared of this? It was by the grace of GOD's mercy, one lives in his youth aware. There is one I had not broken but trying to figure that one out, is like a needle in a hay-stack unless one stated it.

The answer, maybe. But then you shall ask me some really tough questions. Like what avails you so called mankind to live with a purpose though you as others be lazy.

And you know as I the answer to that besides us to search.
It is not for me to boast to them power or falseness, but truth of what I am aware.

Yes I may scare people because i do not act like the world.
Yet, I too am one with understanding in it.