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wow....sometimes if you let go of someone...you'll probably find someone else better than that person.....

okay so I got a new baby.... heart heart blaugh ......he's black with pretty brown eyes and a gorgeus smile!!! damn that boy so fine! Anyway his name is Jay....I met him when I went to Atlanta.....see, I got my stupid self lost in the world of coke and then this fine boy turned up and he helped me find our parents....but we went to the couch thigies first and we took a ride...then he asked me out! I was just there staring at his fine self and I said yes....omg....I'm definitely NOT letting this one go!!! twisted twisted

Loving someone is actually harder than you think....yea, I know I'm being sun kind of emotional slut and I don't care. When I was little, I just said i love you to anyone I lyk, but now i has a different meaning to me. Now I actually LOVE him, and unfortunately, I did let go of him but deep inside, I know that I can't ACTUALLY get him out of my system....

Wouldn't it be soooo awkward if ur ex and ur current boyfriend met each other and didn't know how're the other knows u? try my case...it's lyk being stuck between peanut butter and jelly. I had to break up my baby Jameson cuz I just felt sooooo damn guilty that I still let Demonte talk to me. I know I sound ylk some demented slut but I'm still scarred through what happened cuz I just love him soooo much. When I broke up with him, he made a song for me and sent me this really cute anime pic....It's hard when u love someone...it all comes down to letting them go....

he pointed this pic up and he was lyk, that would've been us if you would've stayed a little bit longer. and he went on with a little speech and said I Love You. Those three words ring in my ears everytime I think about him....

okay...so I'm goin out with an emo violin dude....big deal! he's really cute and sweet..he's not some kind of perverted moron...

It wasn't really my first choice to take violin lessons but when I saw him, I kinda started adjusting to it. I know it's like a a common girly impulse but it's just me...
anyway, he asked me out after a few days!! first, I thought I couldn't replace my ex but it came around sooner than I expected...

heart heart heart heart

this is what Jameson would look like in emo anime style....he's is soooooooo damn fine!!!!!

Who said break-ins are so bad? I mean, if they're for a good cause, then I guess it's exeptional...

My day went practically normal like evry other stinkin' day of my super messed up( well, not really since I got a boyfriend) life...until we had to ride the bus home. (Oh, and did I cover the part about being suspended from the bus?!?) Anyway, my friend Anime Ice Angel, forgot her badge and her keys at her house so when we got home, we tried breaking in. Just when I was about to climb that stinkin high fence....well, I really didn't I was just so close to it but I couldn't climb over it cuz I'm so adorably short!! Well, Anime Ice angel climbed through a window and got ud into the house!!! So now I'm here writing my firt post....COMMENT!!!


Friends stick together...even through climbing windows...or breaking in... blaugh blaugh