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why does my mind try to kill me like this?? my emotions are running haywire!! i feel like i can't breathe sometimes because i'm so confused. my parent's are arguing everyday now. my mom told me she felt like running away and never coming back. she said there's nothing left here for her. nothing but dissapointment. my boyfriend, the only one i can talk to about everything is getting depressed because of everything that's going on. i just want him to call me. just once. just to say hi or just to catch up. but he's not the kind to do that. and i cant change him. no matter how much i want to. but then again, i dont. i love him for who he is. and sometimes i feel like i'm all he's got. and he's all i have.