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IT seems my life is destined to be one of sadness and broken hearts. . . . if that is the case, then I have no reason to be nice to anyone anymore. From now one I will say what I really think and nothing more. Thank my heart and soul for that. . . I hate you Tiffany. I will never forgive you for shattering my heart.

I met the love of my life here on Gaia, Her name is Tiffany and she's the most amazing person I've ever met. Beautiful, smart, kind, and she stands up for herself. We met while wlecoming new users to Gaia. I pmed her saying I liked her avi and we sort of took of from there and within the night we were going out. Now that I think on it, we should have taken our time but oh well, we both liked each other so much. We did fight, but it got worked out the times we did. I was happy, happier than I'd been in a long time. But. . . I screwed up and lied to her. We're broken up now. It's all my fault we broke up. I just wish I hadn't and that we could've stayed together, but now it seems lie we'll never speak to each other again. The thought of that makes me cry and actually makes me shake as I write this. I know I messed up big time and I deserve to be dumped, but I can't get her out of my mind. I truly do love her, with all my heart.
So I guess we see where it goes from here. . .

The young man waited in the middle of the forest, dressed in clothes emblazoned with blue flames, the tattoos on his arms beared and readily visible to any.
He nervously puffed on his ciggarette, his hands shaking, causing the lit cig to drop multiple times. Where was she? Did she even feel the same way? She said she did, but getting married was something you only did for special people. He knew how he felt. . . but he wasn't sure if she felt the same way.
He heard a rustling and turned around quickly. His eyes widened and the ciggarette dropped at what he saw. There she was. Tiffany, outfitted in a beautiful white dress, wearing only simple accessories. Her beauty took his breath away, making his eyes get slightly wet and making him swipe roughly at them to make the tears go away.
She smiled radiantly, light seeming to eminate from her body, making her surroundings seem to dim around her, leaving only her in his vision.
With a light kiss on the cheek, she said hello to him, then took her place next to him on the altar, facing their pastor, a strange woman, but still very pretty. Her beauty paled in comparison to Tiffany, but she was here to marry them, not to impress anyone, as her small army of pets attested.
The two of them stood next to each other, holding each others hands tightly and pating complete attention to the woman in front of them.
He saw her speaking, but it didn't matter, he knew what the words were and he spoke them in his heart as the woman spoke them aloud. When the time came for him to speak he said only 6 words. "I do, with all my heart."
He felt Tiffany squeeze his hand and he smiled.
After the words were said in all, he turned to her and drew her close, kissing her deeply and lovingly. He pulled back and smiled warmly. "We're finally married." She nodded, smiling serenley. "And now we have the rest of our lives to look forward to. I love you Josh"
He smiled once more, "I love you too Tiffany." He drew her close into another kiss, his world bright and wonderful once more.

The young man in a hockey mask strolled through the halls of the wlecoming center, talking to random people, welcoming others to the club when he felt his attention wandering again.
Looking around, he saw a beautiful girl with red hair also talking to the new people and his heart began to race, this had to be the most beautiful woman in the world!
Steeling himself, the young man walked up the girl and intriduced himself, shaking her hand. "Hi, I'm Josh, it's nice to meet you."
The girl smiled and shook his hand vigorously, "I'm Tiffany, I see you around here a lot. Are you stalking me?" She said the last with a giggle and a wink.
The young man smiled and winked back, flicking some of the ashes from his cig on the ground, "Maybe I am, you're certainly pretty enough to stalk."
She giggled again and winked, "Well if you are, that's ok, stalking can be kinda hot sometimes, your cute by the way." She smiled and walked off a bit, looking over her shoulder and smiling at him.
Shrugging slightly, he followed her, taking her arm and spinning her around gently, "Do you want to go talk somewhere private?"
She blushed furiously and nodded, offering her hand wordlessly as he led her out into the night, into a small deserted glen in the wilderness. They spent a lot of time talking, sometimes just sitting and kissing or holding each other, his mask lay discarded on the ground, his cloak bundled in a heap underneath them to keep her off the ground.
After a long time, she stood up and smiled brightly, "I have to go now, but we will see ach other again, won't we?
"Of course we will," He hesitated, then spoke what he had been thinking for many long moments now, "I love you Tiffany."
She froze stock still and looked at him for a long time, then she leaned down and kissed him deeply, leaving his body tingling and his mind numb. She then walked away without a word, but as she disapeared into the woods, he heard a faint whisper as if carried on the wind, " I love you too Josh"
He smiled and set his mask into place, then walked whistling into the darkness, it was a rather beautiful night after all.

The young man in prison clothes and a hockey mask strolled through the shop, looking at jewelry, tapping his chin under his mask and whistling to himself slightly as he focused on a large and expensive necklace.
With a determined look, he walked up to the counter and asked in a determined, if aprehensive tone, "How much does that cost?"
The shopkeeper leaned forward with a smirk on his face and spoke with a sneer, "More than you can afford from the looks of it."
Lifting up his mask, the young man smirked and his eyes hardened as he took out his checkbook ans asked with a wisp of a smile, "HOW MUCH sir?"
"five thousand gold"
With a resigned look, the young man wrote out the figure and gave it to the shopkeeper, "Now let me have it. After treating me like this, I won't be shopping here again."
He collected the necklace and pocketed the necklace and walked out of the store with a sigh, "I hope you like this Cailin, I spent all my money to buy it for you."
Sighing again, he walked to the post office, his hand clutching the necklace in his pocket.

The young man wearing nothing but a hockey mask and his old prison clothes was sitting at his usual spot in the casino, hoping for that big cash prize when his attention seemed to start drifting.
Turning around, his eyes widened at seeing the most beautiful girl he had ever laid eyes on. His first thought was "Very purple" but looking closer, he noticed she had a very kind face.
He turned his attention back to his slot machine when the girl surprised him by sitting right next to him. She smiled as she put a token in the machine and spoke in a soft, yet riveting voice. "Hi. Nice night to gamble isn't it?" Smiling, she turned her attention to the machine, leaving the young man to his thoughts as he continued to to try his luck.
After a while, the girl turned back to him and held out her hand. She smiled and took his, " I'm Cailin, What's your' name?"
The young man pulled his mask up and smiled, albiet shyly, "I'm Josh. it's nice to meet you." He turned back to his machine and went back to playing.
After a while Cailin took his hand and smiled, "Y'know, you're really cute, maybe we can get to know each other better."
He smiled and nodded, "I would lke that. I do like you you know."
She nodded and winked as she got up and walked out the door, "I'll talk to you later. . ok Josh?"
Nodding, he went back to his game after pulling his mask back down and started to whistle, maybe it hadn't been such a bad day after all.