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Ah, tis the time of the year where the waist grows larger, appetite gets larger whereas the desire to move is less.

Last day of coaching on Saturday. Was such a friggin' waste of money in the first place. OK, normally I don't go out of my way to do this, but because my mum wanted my report, and I have to get it for my mum otherwise it would seem suspicious...so I went into the last lesson anticipating for the little white envelope, yet it never came. THE FRIGGIN COACHING CENTER WAS GONNA SKIP THIS TERM AND NOT GIVE OUT REPORTS!!!!! I would've gladly accepted this fact but because I pay like $20 per hour for it, and I don't learn anything new...it's not worth it, if mum makes me do it next term then I'll only do the maths course!

Started trying to watch Full House. Have been sitting here for the past 6 hours waiting for it to load, and when I finally do click the play button, the video stops at the point where that woman pukes on Rain's shirt thing! I think that Full House doesn't like me very much.

Anyway, am so bored that have posted on gaia looking for anime to download...so far have had the following suggestions:

+Kenshin
+FLCL
+Cowboy bebop
+Bleach
+Fruits Basket

As you can see, I've seen the Bebop movie and detest it with all my heart, I don't like Fooly Cooly very much cause the name makes me raise my eyebrow, and so decided to start reading Bleach...I LOVE IT! Especially the extremely funny Dad character! Am up to Chapter 71 and have started dowloading it. Love Bleach!

Eheheheheh

Chibios.

PS: Listening to: Asterisk by Orange Range

A RUSH OF BLOOD TO THE HEAD

Morphine pumping through the blood
Coke pumping through the brain
A rush of blood to the head

Hands glistening with sweat
Beads falling off the tips
Into the silent memory

Blood runs down the walls
Thick, red and fresh
Screams fade into the distance
Into the nightmare

Clang! The knife is dropped
Reverberation in the head
The sickly green moon outside the door
Waiting for me, forever more

I have been eaten by the moon
No longer a soul on this earth
Only a distant memory
To those who knew me

The path to my death
Laid out for me
Taking my last breath
I fall

Hands reach out to catch me
I brush them away
The eerie silence
The whooshing of the wind

Through the darkness I fall
Into the waiting arms of the sky
I am free...


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Argh...that was depressing. I know for those who read this will think, man, she is one disturbed chick, but I'm not. I just happened to be watching too much Yami ni Matsuei and reading too much Kim Dung novels...lol.

Listening to: "Forever" by the Veronicas.

Ahahahahahaha....Me is feeling so random now yeah...currently watching Kenshin get hit with Rai Ryu Sen by imginary figment of producer's imagination that is Amakusa Shougo...as you can probably see...I am very disappointed...if not then...you tis be ignorant I tells ya.

Meh, Exam week passed and Result week passed and meh...I could say that I am proud of my results (1 pitifully under average because I was like 10 friggin minutes late to the exam) but other than that, I'm happy with my results...

I just realised that I don't see SIRE much around anymore...whenever I do see her she is always with a certain person who will not delight in bringing up...yes, past discrepancies have hazed my judgement on this person to three things:

Whiny.

Self-centered.

Annoying.

To those of you who read this and think...hmmm, what is Chibios talking about then I will not delight you in retelling this ridiculously absurd tale of betrayal, ignorance and pure melancholy. This is my journal and as you can see I am in a pissed mood, inspired by some truly pissiing me off Anime season.

To said person, you know who you are...

I have a headache, my head feels like its gonna split. My tummy feels like there are butterflies in it due to certain interaction with laquer paint.

Crap, I got to go now.

An extremely broody and pissed Chibios,

P.S: I hate my life right now.

Listening to: Eden by To Destination

OMG...I've been listening to too much U2. Well, what would you expect from that if you shared your bedroom with an elder sister who is in love with Bono? Oh well.

So my Yearly Exam week has come and gone...and the exams were...alright I guess. I could've asked them to be easier, but hey, that's the challenge in life I suppose...but I have to say that I am so happy with my maths mark...this is the highest I've ever gotten in an exam...*grins* yeah...I suck so badly at maths...it's quite sad...

Am currently in state of escalating panic as multimedia project worth 40% of my SC grade is due on Friday and I am only up to the second half of the story, yet have used 1067 frames...I realise its 3:50 on Sunday, a sacred day of rest, relaxation and procrastination. But life isn't a book, it's so different. I thought that perhaps with the passing of the exam week life would become bludgy, but I have discovered that it gets even more hectic. Sis is giving me a permanent headache because of the constant bawling of "RadioOne exclusive" and "Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiide On" from Evermore's It's too Late...will go and take headache medication once have finished typing this entry.

Am currently in state of tiredness as stayed up half of night waiting for the computer to reboot after worm got into system...when the trace program finished it was discovered that Bearshare, the program I use to get Anime downloads, was hashing with my Antivirus and the USave program that comes with Bearshare was hashing with IE. Am very pissed and tired. Unless I can find a program which actually has like sources available for download, I'm afraid its the end of my downloading days *pulls wallet out to see if have enough for DVDs* oh well.

Am currently so bored that have typed this entry Bridget Jone's/Essay style without realising. What is the world coming to? What am I listening to...oh...Khi Xua Ta Be by Tu Quyen, I hate this song so much, yet am too lazy to change...I contradict myself too much. What time is it? It's 3.56...IT'S ONLY BEEN SIX MINUTES?!?!?!?!

I think I better stop this rambling before you decide to imitate me in real life...a very bad thing indeed...

But before I go, one random song lyric: "Lam sao dau sau ve va em khong vui...em nho anh nhieu cay gi, anh nho em nho cay gi? Xe khong bao gio quen di het di..."

^Scanned with crappy scanner, please bear with me. Better version coming soon^

Ok, hello people, I'm back where I want to be, got back here on Tuesday...^_^.

I have an update for this rusty journal of mine...

6/10/2005 <=The worst day ever, my 25th hour

Well, since we got back to Sydney on Tuesday, we thought that we'd go and visit our uncle, so on Tuesday evening we phoned him to arrange a meeting time. He agreed and we both agreed to go to Nan Tian temple in Wollongong. So on Wednesday, we sent off for Wollongong. The road down there was pretty windy and steep, but the scenery was very nice bushforest shrubery. So in a sense we all enjoyed it. We got lost on Lawrence Hargrave Drive since it got cut of at Coalcliff, had to drive all the way back up to Princes Highway and onto the Southern Freeway. 45 minutes later we were on Mount Ousley Rd, and were driving up the mountain, what I don't get is why they put such a drastic change on such a steep road. They allowed trucks and other large vehicles a maximum speed of 40km/h, whereas normal cars, such as ours, were allowed to travel at 60km/h. Plus, it was a four laned road, so two lanes were given for each type of vehicle.

Eventually we got to Nan Tien temple, amd had lunch there. Then we went and offered our prayers and donations to the main shrine, and went walking around the temple before taking some photographs...I will treasure those photographs...

Finally we had to go home [well duh] and set off on Princes Highway for Mount Ousley Rd...

At about 4 pm, my mum was taking the turn off between Mount Ousley and New Mount Ousley, when we had a car accident. We were turning left when a car sped towards us and was unable to stop, so he veered onto the median strip [wow. I know my road terms] and ended up crashing into us anyway at a very high speed. The car filled with orange smoke, the airbags deployed and the petrol container thingy was leaking, we all ran for it. There was fuel all over the road and the other car was badly smashed.

As a result, our car has to be written off, and we have to get a new car. I am thankful that everyone in the car is alive. The police officer said that if we had driven just a little further before the impact, my mum and I wouldn't be alive, our heads would've gone crashing through the front windscreen, and we would be dead. I'm not joking. I was able to walk away with only heavy bruising to my hibones, a stiff neck, and bruises to my legs.

The 25th hour refers to the instant where you have to fight to stay alive, or die.

I'm very thankful for being alive. I felt that I had to type this to fell better, which now I do...

Cheers,

Chibi.

P.S: So hows everyone elses holidays going?

Why the 1st movies are always better than the 2nd, 3rd etc...

As you know, since it is the holidays, I have a bit of spare time, which I dedicate to Gaia...I also spend quite some time watching movies and stuffing my face with all kinds of junk food. As stated, I tend to notice miniscule details which previously I ignore. These are my observations:

FIST OF FURY - Ly Tieu Long

I think that he is a martial arts legend...Fist of Fury has to be one of my all time favourite movies...I love it for its emotional depth, moral values and ethics. Plus the acting is really good [I am talking about the original Canto version, the English dub sucks like hell]. Ly Tieu Long is such a good actor, I love the fight scenes [as you might notice I have a soft spot for violent, moral movies ^_^]. At the end of the movie when Ly Tieu Long sacrafices himself to save the Jing Mo school from persecution and part from his long time girlfriend, after avenging his fallen master, and is killed after jumping in the air...I was completely like:

"NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" *yanks hair* "DON'T GO!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Normally when I watch these types of movies, they give me lots of inspiration for ideas and pictures which I can draw. heart

As predicted, I went to the video store and hired The New Fist of Fury or Fist of Fury 2. It had Jacky Chan in it before he went and got plastic surgery...and the storyline was completely crappy: a complete rip-off of Fist of Fury. I watched purely becase it had cost me $1 to hire...and I wanted to make good use of that dollar. Throughout the movie I was sighing exasperatedly since the dubbing was HORRIBLE and the acting was TERRIBLE. Towards the end I nearly threw the bowl of spring rolls I was eating at the television. For instance: Fist of Fury 2 copied Fist of Fury's ending, where as Jacky Chan was charging towards the Japanese [who had guns] he was shot, just like Ly Tieu Long was.

For these two movies I have concluded that the first is always better that the second.

I can name countless others which follow suit:

+Rush Hours 1+2
+Luong Son Ba Truc An Dai
+Infernal Affairs [Wu Jian Dao]
+ too lazy to list more.

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RANDOM SONG LYRIC OF THE POST:

The best things in life are free...but you can keep them for the birds and bees...I want money

On a different note, it seems I will be returning to Sydney on Tuesday...yipee!

CHEERS

Chibios.

P.S: Do you like my new avatar?

Here in this entry of mine I shall rant on about stuff...

Firstly:

What the hell happened to Yugioh?!?!?!

Normally I don't watch this series, but since it is the school holidays and I tend to be bored on the school holidays...I end up watching it anyway... sweatdrop
OK, I admit that I used to like Yugioh, when I was like, in Year 7. I admit that it has a pretty good story {Battle City ^_^} and I really like some of the characters. However, after the Battle City arc, they animated the "Doom" Arc, which is a completely fictitious arc not included in the storyline, i.e. they made it up to keep the wonderful ratings up. I think that this arc is pretty stupid, and alas, beyond my comprehension, I am still watching it.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

Maybe I want to see the ending, maybes it's because I like K- nevermind. The holidays truly do weird things and oggle the brain.

The reason why Yugioh sucks now is this: when manga writers write their stories, you can see a bit of their emotion and Takahashi has added some depth to his characters, e.g. Seto and Mokuba's relationship as brothers.

Also, the duels are won in a very creative way, e.g. when Yugi caused Marik to lose the duel even with the Sky Dragon. However, with the Doom Arc, the duels are quite boring and rely too heavily on trap and magic cards. For instance, the other day I was watching Yami duel against this guy who had the 3 Egyptian God cards and Yami relied too much on trap cards=>completely not like him.

Also, the characters are completely...out of character. For instance, Kaiba hates Gozaburo, he doesn't love his company [KaibaCorp] and he craves Duel Monsters. Besides Duel Monsters, he only loves his little brother Mokuba. In this arc, all he wants to do is build amusement parks called Kaibaland...WTH?!?!?!?!?!

As you can see...the holidays have had their effect on me, I am so bored that I notice these infintesimal details. One good thing about the holidays though: I get to watch heaps of movies. The list I have watched so far:

+Princess Blade
+Ghost in the Shell
+In and Out
+Vampire Hunters
+Azumi
+Fist of Fury heart heart
+The Grudge-original Japanese version

Well, until next time

Cheers

CHIBI