sure i guess. its like this.
A while back i met this guy, Ikki Kuun, or alex. he was dating one of my best friends, during this time i was dating my old bf donovan. (who also lives in alabama....) well, we both broke up with each other. it was hell for both of us, he became my best friend...
but i knew that i was a little jealose of his last gf. and wen we were both single i just made myself belive that we couldnt like each other, there was too much to risk, an amazing friendship, rejecton, etc.
well i went out w/ josh, hoping that my feelings would dissapear, and i could fall in love w/ sumone else. in one way, it worked, i convisned myself that i was in love, and that i was over him.
i wasnt, and lets just say one problem led to me finnaly unearthing what i've been trying to forget. that i was in REAL love w/ my best friend... and that i was lying to myself and to josh...
josh deserves better than me, i lyed to him, i hurt him, im horrible for doing wat i did to him...
oh muther ********.
yeah, he probably wont ever get me back, but it wasnt cause he was too pushy or any s**t like that.
>.< i wish i could explain it to him so he'll understand.....
okay thnx, lets just say i was worried bout all of it, they have the same grammer and everything so... yeah.
and agian, sorry bout the bad manners, im Katie.
yeah yeah, so i have a question or two. pardon the rudness of such a sudden turn but...
first, did he really break his ribs and arm? and do him and his cuzin really share an account?
alot of things dont make any sence to me.
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im bord outa my skull
alex stole me from him... wich is and is'nt true
so he doing wat i was....
guess both me and him are morons.
and the fact that he still wants to be friend w/ me...
every second he talks to me... must kill him...
*tears up*
but i still hurt him...
A while back i met this guy, Ikki Kuun, or alex. he was dating one of my best friends, during this time i was dating my old bf donovan. (who also lives in alabama....) well, we both broke up with each other. it was hell for both of us, he became my best friend...
but i knew that i was a little jealose of his last gf. and wen we were both single i just made myself belive that we couldnt like each other, there was too much to risk, an amazing friendship, rejecton, etc.
well i went out w/ josh, hoping that my feelings would dissapear, and i could fall in love w/ sumone else. in one way, it worked, i convisned myself that i was in love, and that i was over him.
i wasnt, and lets just say one problem led to me finnaly unearthing what i've been trying to forget. that i was in REAL love w/ my best friend... and that i was lying to myself and to josh...
josh deserves better than me, i lyed to him, i hurt him, im horrible for doing wat i did to him...
yeah, he probably wont ever get me back, but it wasnt cause he was too pushy or any s**t like that.
>.< i wish i could explain it to him so he'll understand.....
is he still tlking about me?....
and agian, sorry bout the bad manners, im Katie.
first, did he really break his ribs and arm? and do him and his cuzin really share an account?
alot of things dont make any sence to me.