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i am just a girl wit black hair & grey eyes tht lives in lousiana.. why r u even reading this..........wht are u doing stop reading alredy.......wht in the world do u want from me!! god......stop!!!!!
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My name is Chris ,
I am three,
My eyes are swollen..
I cannot see.

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made,
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy,
Would still want to hug me.

I can't do a wrong,
I can't speak at all,
Or else I'm locked up,
All day long.

When I'm awake,
I'm all alone,
The house is dark,
My folks aren't home.

When my mommy does come home,
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll just get,
One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car,
My daddy is back,
From Charlie's bar
I hear him curse,

My name is called ,
I press myself,
Against the wall.
I try to hide,

From his evil eyes,
I'm so afraid now,
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping,

Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault,
He suffers at work.
He slaps and hits me,

And yells at me more,
I finally get free,
And run to the door.
He's already locked it,

And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me,
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor,

With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues,
With more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!',I scream,

But it's now much to late,
His face has been twisted,
Into a unimaginable sh ape.
The hurt and the pain,

Again and again,
O please God, have mercy!
O please let it end!
And he finally stops,

And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless,
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Chris , I am three,
Tonight my daddy, Murdered me.
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so ******** far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you
For you
For you
For you

[Children voices:]
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming,
if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me.
I can't believe you actually picked me
Adopt me!

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