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Yeah, my name is Danielle. But around my friends im rarely called that, unless they're made at me or something. Most of the time i'm called Dannie(Danny, whatever I like the way I spell it) I'm not going to sit here and drone on and on about who I am and what i've done with every waking moment cause alot of you really dont care(or maybe you do, who knows)



I've been called premo, punk rocker, skate chick and a few other things but I can't remember what they are right now. I don't dress to impress, if I like the hoodie, shirt or anything else i'll buy it. Plain and simple I am me and no one else.



Im not shy. I can talk to anyone at anytime. I really don't believe in being the girl in the corner all quiet and alone. I've never stood up on a table and bursted out into a song like highschool musical or anything about that cause frankly i'm a horrid singer. But really that's besides the point, I like having lots of friends cause then I feel important that's really all there is to it.



So, this year I came out that im gay. And i told my parents about it, along with the fact that I smoke and...they took it surprizingly well. Even though they used the term 'it's just a phase.' But im almost a adult so I should know who I like and what body parts turn me on right? Kay so there's a certain person that ive been friends with for almost four years now, she's mormon and has no idea about this. If she did, she wouldn't be able to look at me the same I know that much. So, in my mind maybe keeping this from her is a good thing...for now at least. Dont be afraid to be who you are, it's just...be careful. There's people really against it and will pretty much beat you up for being who you are. In other words, be yourself. Because if you aren't yourself, then who the hell are you?



We've all had emo moments. I used to be sucicidal you can say. I cut my wrists and did that s**t, I used to do it often and freqently. but a few months ago I promised someone I wouldn't do it again and i haven't done it since. I guess you can say that she saved me in a way, but then again you can also say that she just stopped me from doing something completely idiotic. Either way I thank her, even if we no longer talk.



I'm not an idiot, I just dont really care. I half a** everything, i'm not afraid to admit it. I could probably getting 90's and 100's on my tests but I honeslt really dont give two chocolate bars if I pass or fail. I tried to impress my father with my grades but he didn't say anything about it. He told me I should be the top student and i'm not even trying, so why brother try if my dad has no faith in me. No. That's not a emo comment, that's reality.



I'm funny, sweet and I care a hell of alot. Maybe too much. I have my mood swings just like evryone else, i'm a human being after all. But usually i'm a happy funny lively girl. Even though according to some people i'm a pervert, which i'll admit is true. I can't help my dirty mind. It just kind of happens like chicken roasting on a barbeque.



There's plently of things I would love to change about my life..nothing present wise though. I like how I am, who I hang out with and talk too. Even though some people I used to talk too isn't talking to me anymore, i'll always cherish them for the good thigns they brought into my life.



I've only fell in love once. That's all you need to know.



I trust way to easily. And I give second chances way to often. I'm a good person, I have lots of friends and well i'm happy with the way my life is. I just can't seem to draw a line between sane and insane. I think I have an impulse disorder cause I do things without thinking about it, and half the time it's a bad thing. I'm not sure how it all works but it just seems to fit in that retrospect somehow.



Literacy is key



I'm a very open person, I like it when I can open up to the erson and not have them say a comment that sounds wierd or they just sit there and give me a look. I'm also really honest, sometimes when it's not needed. I called my mom fat when she was little and she went on a diet about three months after. I wasn't being cruel or harsh or whatever, I was just being me. If you don't like it, don't talk to me. I'm okay with that too.