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- 12/19/2009 7:52 pm
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- Member Since
- 03/03/2007
- Location
- Neverland
- Occupation
- Daydreamer
- Gender
- Female
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I'm not someone you wish you could be.
I'm overly modest, affected, scared, jealous, secretly emotional, distant, conflicted, always thinking, always daydreaming about things that will never happen, living in 3 different worlds, not the me I wish I could be, tired of highshool.
Different.
I actually would love to just skip High School, move out, and have kids, so I can completely tune out everything and live in a fantasy.
Problem:
It doesn't work that way, I'm way too young, and I don't have anyone to marry.
A few more years maybe.
And they say High School is the best part of your life.
I hate it.
I'm always away from everyone.
Mentally.
I could be right beside you but millions of miles away at the same time.
If I'm staring, I can't hear you, I can't see you, I don't care.
I spend my time musing over the 25 names of the kid's I'll never have, staring out the window, reading, walking in circles, or sleeping.
I choke on my own opinions.
I don't take High School crushes seriously.
It's not going to happen.
We all have a lot of growing up to do.
Don't tell me your problems,
because I don't care.
Your drama means nothing to me.
My head is in the clouds and I'm not looking down.
I'm overly modest, affected, scared, jealous, secretly emotional, distant, conflicted, always thinking, always daydreaming about things that will never happen, living in 3 different worlds, not the me I wish I could be, tired of highshool.
Different.
I actually would love to just skip High School, move out, and have kids, so I can completely tune out everything and live in a fantasy.
Problem:
It doesn't work that way, I'm way too young, and I don't have anyone to marry.
A few more years maybe.
And they say High School is the best part of your life.
I hate it.
I'm always away from everyone.
Mentally.
I could be right beside you but millions of miles away at the same time.
If I'm staring, I can't hear you, I can't see you, I don't care.
I spend my time musing over the 25 names of the kid's I'll never have, staring out the window, reading, walking in circles, or sleeping.
I choke on my own opinions.
I don't take High School crushes seriously.
It's not going to happen.
We all have a lot of growing up to do.
Don't tell me your problems,
because I don't care.
Your drama means nothing to me.
My head is in the clouds and I'm not looking down.
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