About

I don't need anyone. No one needs me. I am a loner with the vows of silence and being alone. I only need me, and can stand on my own. I have no friends. I resent my family, but I wasn't always like this. Everyone's annoying stares, their irritating voices, the faces that are scorned with pain and hurt keep breathing down my backside. I've dropped every emotion I've ever owned. Dropped every friend ever known. Love is but a dream never once come true. I am not anyone to you. My face is only but a forgotten void, my name is only a dropped word, my body is a ghost imprinted on the memory of none. A break is a break, but a lifetime of breaks is a luxury. By the time someone knows me, I'm already gone, by the time someone loves me, I'm not even there. My whole is built only to live, breath, and sleep with the few exceptions of eating and drinking. I am only one human being in a world thats been conquered by them. I am but another no body drifting away on the thrill and excitement of nothing. Today is another day as was yesterday, and will be tomorrow. I live in a world full of nothing, in a world full of an idea that blossoms with technology. My heart and soul only belong to Jesus Christ, and with him, I am someone, but to you as you read this, I'm nothing. I hate to repeat these words to get across a point, but I am only a void, a void that disappears with each passing day. Love is only a form of lust. Jealousy is nothing but pettiness. Depression is nothing but pathetic attempts for sympathy. Anger is just something to whine about when mad. Fear is nothing but the imagination overreacting. Guilt is only a figmented concience eating away at you. Reality is where we live. Face it. Embrace it.