About

Let me ask you a question, do you really want to about me? Ya, you re-think that. Ok, good you now reliezed that you don't. See how much time I just saved your meanless, pathic life. Don't get afined everyone has a meanless, pathic life. We're all sad, useless beings. lol. Just jkin (or am i) ummmmm... Fine I'll tell you about myself, if you get down and beg!! Come on!! Come on!! That's a good doggie!! K, I'm 36 years old. I live in my parents basement. My friends and I get together every friday, and play Dungen N Dragons, I'm the forest elf!! Anyway I love anime and my computers name is Betty!! Fine here's the true story um... what to say... I'm 15. My name's Angela. My favorite band is Metallica. IF U SAY THEY SUCK KEEP UR GOD DAMN COMMENTS TO UR SELF CAUSE YOU CAN'T MESS WITH ******** METALLICA Anyway don't have many friends and the ones I do have are hella kewl. I like doing fun s**t randomly and acting stupid. I don't know what else to tell you. Oh I'm not punk, I'm not emo, and I'm not a rocker chick. I'll tell you why... I may listen to the music,( not really I only listen to two emo bands) but emos are pathic, useless beings who need to go somewhere and just die. Punk, punk isn't punk any more. It's to much of clothing and hair cuts not the about the music. Last but not least, rockers, rockers are just... lame. My friends call me alien. If anything I promote anachry though I'm not, someday I hope I will be, but till then I'm just Angela, the metal freak. I don't care what people think of me, in fact I sometimes think this whole thing is fake and not real. I do what I want at the cost of rejection and being made fun of. I have some wacked ideas, but if you want to know them you have to be my friend and if your an emo... get the ******** away from me cause I'll reject your a**, same goes for wanta be punks, but if your true punk and don't give a crap about clothing but music's your thing then I'll be your friend... oh ya and rockers if you know your history then ya, I'll be your friend. I have had many influences in my life that have made me the person I am today. Influences from people I have randomly met, family, home life, friends, and just about anything. I take bits and pieces of things I see, hear, or just know from experience and combine them the other bits and pieces to create this person who stands in front of this world today. There are many things that I believe in. I believe in love at first sight, wishing on a star, there is some kind of greater being, without evil there be no good, and life is how you make it. To make friends I first study them, by that I mean their actions and what they like or talk about. From that I can tell if we would get along or if I would like them as a friend. I like to learn there personality before they learn mine and that is how I make long-lasting friendships. The future, for me, is as confusing and unsure as abstract art. I have no clue as to what I want to be or do for my life. The world, in general, has yet to prove to be all it is suppose to be for me. I have yet to take life as serious as others and to believe in how wonderful it is. There are many simple things in this world that can bring a smile across my face; being with my friends or loved ones, watching a sunset, getting lost in a good book, getting mail, listening to music alone in my room, being home alone, talking to tamer or just being with him, learning something new, hearing my cats cry at night to make me let them into my room, hearing a new song, writing down my thoughts, meditating, laying down in the middle of nowhere and looking at the stars, making someone laugh, getting out of Stockton, camping, swimming, kittens, puppies, listening to Metallica, talking on the phone, learning scary stories, getting a new cd, thunderstorms, rain, sitting on my roof, staying at my friends houses, being random, shinny objects, urban legends, watching a good movie or show, helping others, babysitting, taking pictures, meeting new people who are easy to talk to, bugging people, acting weird, going to concerts, jumping off 20 ft rocks, doing dares, having a good conversation, red roses, funny pictures, getting lost in my thoughts, finishing something I started… and many, many more. There is never really a moment where I am “the most happy,” just too many times when I am just happy. I am the most troubled when something that I didn’t expect to happen, happens. I hate not being able to count on someone or something. That is most likely the reason why I am so independent compared to my family, because I can’t stand to be let down, not saying they let me down it’s just I don’t like to take the chance. I am not one who likes surprises often and making plans that might not fallow through. I like to be in control of my situations and when I am not I get irritable. The one thing that I feel strongly about and would change would be drugs. I cannot stand drugs. I have never understood why people do them. I have asked many people why and they say it makes them feel better, but it never lasts. I would rather go through life and overcome the hard times, then try to escape for a little bit then coming back with a damage body and haveing reality slapping me in the face. I wish so badly drugs that are abused or illegal never existed. I believe the world would be better off without drugs. Well that's it go ahead make a friend request, doesn't mean you'll get in though. Lets say it depends if your real or not... if you like it or not. OH ya if i dont know you I'll aask you why should I keep you as a friend and if you dont give me a reason I'll delete you. Also if I dont talk to you, I'll delete you. But if I know you or want to get to know you like accept you.