About
I hate having to change my porfile about me so often, but i guess life changes so much that its needed. I think I'm going to format my about me like most of my friends do. Why not right? lol
My name:Amaris
My Birthday: MAY 19!!
My favorite colors: Black, Red and light blue
My favorite food: Idk, i change my tastes a lot...i like tuna!?
My favorite Actor: Definatly Adam Sandler (did i spell it right? idk i'm out of it...)
My favorite number: 2 i guess....not much thought into it
Lucky number: Luck?? Ha idk cause i've hadn't had much of that in the past
Hair Color: Dirty blond-ish i think....(going to get highlights eventually)
Hight: maybe 5'5 by now...idr
Weight: i don't know anymore
Favorte Sport: Sports?? idk maybe basball. i like the red soxs. and its fun to play. but when i was younger i was kick @$$ at kickball. lol (oh, I know swimming-even though i'm not too good at it-)
Favorite animal: Wolfs of course
Why: They are very strong, beautiful and prideful animals
Favorite season: between spring and summer
Why: Because there is no school in summer and spring is full of new and beautiful life.
Favorite place to be: With the one I love
Most romantic place to be: I feel like a sap answering this question...lol but watching the sunset by the water or sitting by the water alone with your "other" lol
Favorite flower: Red or black roses
Ever recieved them: Not that I remember, at least not from a guy
Favorite sound: the sound of rain falling outside mixed with the voice of the one I love.
Favorite things to do: Take walks in the rain until I'm drenched, take walks along the beach that i live near or the boardwalk, beat the crap out of the guys who piss me off, (or intimidate them...lol...most of them i don't even have to do anything but glare at them....is that a good thing??), talk on the phone with my friends and my sister, and a few other things that i don't think i could mention
wink (jk)
Answering a few questions that people have asked of me:
1. ARE YOU INSANE??
Actually, if you know me i think you would find the answer to that question very easy. Yes i like to think of my self a a bit insane but then again who in this strange world isn't somewhat insane?
2. Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Ummm....depends really on when you ask me. If I'm pissed then I'll tell you that i see myself in a jail cell for killing all the people who piss me off on purpose....But if i'm in a good mood then I'd probably say that I'll be with the one I truely love happy.
3. Are you normally a happy person?
Well maybe today I am, but then again I'm typing this on my birthday, but most of the time I'm really not that happy.
4. Do you speak any other languages?
Ummm...maybe...you would have to know me pretty well to figure that one out.
5.What's your favorite place in the world?
Sitting with the one I love wrapped in his arms. (no perverts allowed to comment that one)
6. Are you an emotional person?
Actually yes, to tell you the truth I can be pretty bad when it comes to emotional problems. I think I'm Bi-polar but at least that's what everyone thinks. I'll cry randomly sometimes for no reason then get really pissed...is that normal?
7.Are you addicted to anything?
not that i'm aware of...except to my phone when i'm home maybe...? And when I'm attached to someone I'm kinda addicted to spending time with them...maybe...?
8. What's on your mind half of the time?
Ways to get people to leave me alone...jk
Most important:
9. What is most important to you in life or what do you want in life?
Seriously, all I really want is for the people that I care about to be happy and healthy, even if that means that I'm not so well myself. I don't like to see others unhappy even if I hated that person. Some say when it comes to other peoples emotions, I always put the other person before me even if I know that I'm only going to get hurt. Some tell me that I should put myself first when it comes to my wants and emotions and that I can be too forgiving. I can really agree with that, but its the only way I know how to deal with things.
10. What is your worst fear?
(Why am I actually going to tell you this....?)
I guess my worst fear would be losing the ones that are closest to me. They should know who they are by now, I think I have made it clear. But I've already lost so many people that I love. That were taken by death or even taken far away. Some of my friends know that its not easy for me to recover from losing someone I love.
Or maybe another of my worst fears is to be hurt again like I have in the past, phisically or emotionally. But really it all seems to add up to abandonment. I have been through enough of it in the past and I have felt how bad it hurts. And I know that I'm not the only one to go through it and I know not everyone will always bee around. It just might take me a little longer to realize it.
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