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"Once in a while, you are in my mind.
I think about you..."

"So now I'll sing a song to all my friends, also to those we won't be seeing again.
To those I knew and those I still adore
and I want to see once more,
I just pray that you will love me and trust me.
Laugh with me and cry with me.
Spend those silent times with me...
love me evermore.
Love me evermore.
You and I were lovers, our dreams were not soured by life.
But then my friend's betrayal meant you'd never would be with me."


But that's all in the past now.
Sometimes I'm tortured by my own faults.
I'm trapped in the past, unable to move on.
Unable to love fully because I have not grown to that possibility.
I feel hurt by both of you, and all of you.
I forgive everything, but I don't forgive anything.

I hold grudges, I let all my grudges go.

I feel kind of angry inside, but that's okay.

I'm just glad I'm still alive.

But then again it may be just a dream?

Just a dream, since I slept and never woke up again, long long ago...

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AmberSagrath's Journal

I'm a crazy person. At least that is what my friends say. My parents say I am lazy, but that is true. o_o At least I have friends who love me and an obsession with writing and thinking up jokes. If you ask, I'll just shrug. Let me tell you my stor


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kirimon

Report | 06/07/2012 7:53 pm

kirimon

Herro!
kirimon

Report | 06/26/2009 6:27 pm

kirimon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope it's awesome!
Inaru Taina

Report | 05/24/2009 6:14 pm

Inaru Taina

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MerlindaDragon

Report | 05/17/2009 7:16 am

MerlindaDragon

Thanks for buying!
somewhat_slightly_dazed

Report | 05/16/2009 9:37 pm

somewhat_slightly_dazed

oops, indeed! well, I hope they're are a couple people who are very grateful to you!!
somewhat_slightly_dazed

Report | 05/16/2009 9:24 pm

somewhat_slightly_dazed

lmao, no, no problems!! twin kittehs domokun
somewhat_slightly_dazed

Report | 05/16/2009 9:20 pm

somewhat_slightly_dazed

yeah probably, lol. i didnt even think of that - i have sigs turned off so my computer will work a lil faster.
somewhat_slightly_dazed

Report | 05/16/2009 4:21 pm

somewhat_slightly_dazed

you have no wishlist...that is a problem ninja
Inaru Taina

Report | 05/16/2009 4:04 am

Inaru Taina

Thank you very much!!!! I am really grateful with your generosity. I hope many blessings come your way and make you happy.
Flaratia

Report | 05/14/2009 9:57 pm

Flaratia

Ahh, no. =/

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